31 December 2011
Time for a recap of 2011 :>
January
DPA'11 Camp. What an experience. I was the group leader for G6. Got to know a lot of awesome juniors such as Anthony and Fairuz. Got closer to Kelly in the process too. It was tough at first but it helped me to grow in character. So glad to have joined this camp. DPA - Friendships never end here.
February
Exams! It was quite okay if I remember correctly. Went for DPA'11 IJ challenge which is a day before BSTATS exam. It was so fun although I didn't study much as a result. Worth it :> Laughed so much that night. Valentine Day and I finally have a date HAHAHA. Watched *Just go with it* and we walked almost 3km to dempsey hill for B&J! Nice day spent and thanks for the present.
March
BAOW preparation! Was a subcomm and I guess it might just be one of the best experiences of the year. Got to know the awesome team, ShuTing and Leon <3 as well as other awesome people such as Fiona & Co <3 Although there are politics in the committee, I had fun this month. The dance practices, buying of logistics, recee and late dinners, they are so memorable. Really learned a lot about event planning, so glad I joined this despite nobody joining it with me.
JTWM's birthday celebration was epicly fun and dramatic. Really thank you for everything that day. So glad we talked it out and everything's fine now. heh.
April
Got back results and it was good. Happy much. Failed surprise for Charlotte but it was a good potluck! Tanya Chua concert!!! Whoo really enjoyed it, thanks Winnie for accompany me to watch it. Start and end of BAOW. Bittersweet ending I guess. 1 month of hardwork for this 3 days. Yes, there are hiccups and stuff but we survived :> Struggled with school and it was really quite tough. Especially when I skipped 4 lectures in the first week lol.
May
May uh may. Nothing much happened I guess. ECP and XLB outing with the XLBs, enjoyed myself as usual. We cycled all the way to Changi whoooo! Good catch up with them. Which reminds me that I haven't met them since the day before I left for Xiamen. I miss them so much :<
June
BAShine fundrasing event. It was fun even though we didn't manage to raise much funds. Had fun with all the volunteers. Got to know more people too heh. BAAppreciation camp too. Was part of Gryffindor! First camp sleeping in the classrooms haha. I'm the one of the two Y2s in the group though lol, seems so old. Sentosa for amazing race and we danced Hoot for performance night, epic much hahaha.
Picnic with awesome of 10 then MBS stayover with Shuting & Co! Whooo, the view is really good and we watched movie till we dozed off, as usual. Thanks for invite, Shuting :>
July
Operation Juvi II, BAShine subcomm interview, CLSP project. What a busy month, really. I was quite stressed out, to be honest, especially towards OJ. However, OJ have opened my eyes to more than just planning an event. We really had to do so much more but we really learned a lot through this process. We collected 7k pieces of clothing which is really good, in my opinion. heh. If I have the chance, I would do it again and again and again. CLSP project is a bitch. So much work to do. SO GLAD ITS OVER AND DONE WITH AND WHOO, WE GOT AN A. YAY
August
EXAMS. BAShine Camp. Studies hard for exams. I think I went out almost everyday to study. Feels good to be able to tackle the exam papers ^^ Camp was good and bad, I guess? Not much comments but I think it brought us together. A lot of problems but we did somehow solved it. Had birthday surprise during camp! Was really touched but they forced me to something so disgusting HAHAHA. Had to juggle camp and OIP stuff at the same time and it was mad tiring. urgh but learning dance with the oip people is fun fun fun!!
September
Birthday celebrations. All celebrated my birthday in advance because it falls during my china trip haha. I remember dreading it sosososo much, counting down the dates is like torture. 2D1N with XLBs and we went to the airport to send the SH people off. We smelled damn bad la hahaha, leon shuting and me. Went home to pack and it was my flight the next morning. Thanks to those who came to send me off, especially NCW who baked for me aww <3
Xiamen was nothing short of amazing. Good and bad stuff happened but it made me stronger as a person. Drama much during the trip but I'm glad we all came through. I really enjoyed this 5 weeks with the other 41 people who went. Xiamen had changed me, totally. I will never forget this trip, ever. Memories and friendships formed. I miss and love every single one of you.
October
First week of october was a blast! Sleep all day and party all night! Back to reality on 9 Oct :< Chionged projects all the way and seriously, drained out. Met up with quite a number of people too :> Can't stop missing Xiamen. Start of the new sem and I'm glad that #oipxiamen keep trying to meet up and stuff. Heh, awesome much. New semester sucks so badly :< #emo I can't understand most stuff during lectures urgh.
November
Ideawerz Challenge and we got third nyannyan. Didn't expect to win anything but yay. Quite wild this month haha, told you Xiamen has changed me..
Batam trip was goooood! Enjoyed myself and had a lot of fun with the kids over there! I LOVE DA TOU!!! I wanna go again next year :> So meaningful you mei you.
December
December whoo. CTs, quite stressed out though. It went fine though haha. Passed my BTT heh. Time for driving!! 3 days of xmas celebration, STEAMBOAT. Fat die me but really had fun with the different groups of people. #oipxiamen chalet was good as well. Whoo love them all. Night activities were good as well, hahaha night owl seriously.
Had gift exchange with my babies yesterday and stayover! Got to see the other side of some of them, hmm be happy :> Damn tired now though..
2011 changed me. Full of ups and downs. But I'm really glad for the changes this year. I believe the good memories this year is definitely more than bad memories. So thankful to have meet the people that I met this year. You guys know who you are okay(I think I don't have to mention names la but ohwell) ;), especially shuting leon ann kelly #oipxiamen cym clement etc. Thank you all for such an amazing year.
okay la, I feel quite guilty but I honestly wanted to post about this while I first typed this post. Although sometimes I don't show it or what, but I honestly am grateful that I got into BAShine and got to know Ann and Kelly much better. I think you guys really give the right advice to me almost everytime. Really thankful to know you two seriously. The people that I can go to to just talk crap or bitch bout people or just HTHTs, wah I really appreciate it serious from the bottom of my heart. Hehehe I love you two, muackssssss!!!
The year is ending and I'm quite excited to do a recap of the year! This year have been nothing short of extraordinary :>
Finally one rest day at home. Have been reaching home later than 12midnight for the past few days. Exhausted but it was really fun and good to spend some time with different groups of friends. 3 days of steamboat is fattening but heh, so fun to prepare the food together! I watched *We bought a zoo* with the xiamen people and it was really inspiring. 20 seconds of courage, that's all I need.
Today is supposedly tutorials and projects day but I'm way too lazy. What's new? I need to finish all of them by tonight so I can enjoy the remaining days of 2011, I don't want to waste any of them.
So.. I deleted the old tumblr. Like finally but the next moment, I created a new one. lol. New tumblr, new start. All is well.
Things changed, life will still move on. Remember this.
Merry Christmas!
Past two days were time well spent with friends over steamboat :> Feels good to just talk and laugh with them. Took my mind off some stuff that I don't wish to think about.
Trying to act like nothing's wrong. Feels the need to share but then again, I don't feel like it. What an irony.
trying my best not to post anything related on social media. This blog's my escape I guess.
Please don't give up, I'm working it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down.
Last night was strangely fun yet " " I don't know how to put it in a word. I had fun just that... idk, I was too high again? Got scolded mad a lot of times lol but I know its meant well. Ohwell, so sorry guys for being such an out of control person yesterday.
Anyway, met quite a number of old friends yesterday! Pretty cool to see them but reallyreally shocked to see some of them. Its like woah they still managed to remember me and call out my name lol. Bet some were shocked to see me in there hahaha.
Rollercoaster ride. One moment we're good, one moment we're not. Tired.
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Waiting and waiting and waiting. Waiting for a text to come in seems to be the longest wait ever.
School's out for now! Gonna party all day and night... loljk there's projects to be done. Yesterday was crazily epic and fun! Bowling, pool, tzechar and party! If only time can rewind, wouldn't mind if I can relive it over and over again.
Work hard, play hard. #life
Pretty much spent my entire life so far trying to please people, help them and compromise for them. Come to think of it, do they even feel grateful? Do they even cherish the friendships that we have? Do they even help me back when I need help? Sometimes I really feel unappreciated. Sometimes I really feel used. Sometimes I really hate being a backup plan when I treat them as a priority. All I need is appreciation and help when I need them, like how I would help when they need me. But life isn't that easy I guess.
Physical company.
On the way to school for consultation and cca. Just plain dumb to schedule cca during CT week. Urgh disgusted, some people are just so self-centred.
It will be a good week, it must. Can't wait can't wait can't wait for the holidays. Need a break..
I'm grateful for the support, really. Thank you.
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Thinking bout life... when I'm supposed to be studying.
Does all changes and happenings in life happens for good reasons? Or they simply just happens? After everything, do we become a better person or for the worse? And if we became worse, why do we allow them to happen? Why do we allow them to change? I guess its beyond our control. Change is constant. Sometimes, change brings about things that we want badly to happen or makes us lose things we never ever want to lose.
Irony of life. Maybe its just part and parcel of life.
I guess there is both sides to the changes and happenings. We just have to see the correct or rather positive side. But.. sometimes I just cannot see any positive sides to a change/happening. Pessimistic? Maybe. But maybe there isn't any positive sides to it, perhaps?
This whole post is just nonsense. Nonsense from a brain that is overworked and fried. Nonsense from a person who is tired of being unable to find any good things arising from some changes and happenings in life.
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Was such a good day yesterday until the last part of the day. It feels like every part of me is broken. I don't know what happened but it just did. Feels like what happened in the past will happen again and it sucks :<
Don't leave.. don't behave like this.. I can't handle one more time of you leaving. The previous time was such a torture. Don't, tell me what happened so we can work it out.
I just miss you and our conversations so much.
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