Who knows how a happy msn mass convo can turn this night to such a sad night. It's almost like, one minute you're happy laughing at your screen and the next? You're trying to control your tears from falling down. This feeling sucks so much.
I don't want to show my weak side to people but I can't. You're my weakness. I can't control my emotions.
Such a bad night, I want to be happy, genuinely. Is that so hard to ask for? :(
Heyy
School has *officially* started. Year 2 seems stressful. Got to adapt :< Change is the only constant in life, keep that in mind. School have been alright, trying to catch up on the lectures I missed during BAOW. Hope I can get on track again, don't wanna get lost in studies, especially in poly.
Anyway, its Shuting's birthday today! <3 Waited for leon for almost 4 hours and we went to eat watami! (Y) Wasn't really a good dinner for me cause I'm sick :( Vomited like 4 times. Sigh sucks to be sick right now. Ohwell, enjoyed dinner with them :> Happy birthdayyyyy!
Hope I will be well enough for school tmr :<
JIAYOU ALL!
Heyy
Sooooo, BAOC has officially ended. The 6 weeks of holidays have been spent planning it. Now that its over, I have been feeling empty. Its like one part of me is gone. I'm really glad that I took the chance to become part of the planning committee, even when no friends want to join with me. Through this 6weeks of preparation, I have made quite a number of good friends. You guys taught me many things. I have taken away many things from this experience and I would do it over and over again, with you all. The meetings, sports day(s), dance practice and dinner together almost everyday have made an impact on me. Life isn't the same now :(
I just want to say thank you to every single one of you. Friendships were forged and I hope we would stay bonded. I really appreciate every little things that each of you have done. It is some thing that only we would know, some thing so precious to me and I believe, for all of you as well.
I really miss all of you, I would never forget all of you and the hardwork we put in.
Kudos to all of us for planning BAOC and great job guys, especially for the dance! IT WAS DAEBUK!
How I wished this would never end and school would never start.
Hope we will all meet up soon. BIG BIG HUG FOR ALL OF YOU <3
Life sucks today.
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Heyy
Currently I'm at canteen2 waiting for ST. Gonna stay in the loft from tonight. Gonna head to cousin's house tmr morning to fry the chicken wings for potluck.
Surprise failed, badly! :< She wasn't even at home. So we headed to ncw's house to eat there. They like my sandwich (Y) Didn't know they are so easily satisfied haha. Ohwell, happy jiu hao :)
The rainbow cake was (Y) although only left 4layers. Its still so pretty :D
Ohwell, feeling a little down. I wonder by, I don't wish to feel like this. I want to be happy.
Ohmy, there's a girl staring at me at the other side of the canteen. Weird much. I can't really see her face cause its a little dark here :O ohwell. She left alr haa.
Shake off this feeling please. Hopefully, the stuff I'm thinking bout do not come true. Please :(
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EMO MAX
MY LIFE SUCKS
:<
Gonna stay in school till wed night :>
HEYY HELLO WORLD.
I want to be happy.
Ohyeah, everyone wants to be happy!
Ohyeah! OHYEAH, CURRENTLY DAMN ZI HIGH NOW.
Anyway, life's been up and down everyday.
Cherish the times before school starts to get busy :)
Heyy!
Right now, I'm on the bus to parkway parade to meet the xlb! My itouch died on me D: D:
Ohwell, yesterday was good :) especially at night! I went to watch tanya chua's concert :) :) It was good. It wasn't those usual concerts where everyone jumped and screamed their heads off. It was pure music :) Was impressed by her covers of umbrella and poker face, damn good! Heh we heard some of her new english songs, looking forward to it. It was a good good night!
Ohyeah, gonna go sing k later! Hoping it will be fun :)
This is so win. Young chinese boy in front of me blasting wuding while pinoys behind me blasting some horrible trance music ._.
Hoping that you're fine, stay strong. xx
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Heyy
Feeling quite depressed now. Sigh this is bad. It just meant to be a joke, didn't know quite a number would be quite irritated by it? Sigh I did feel damn guilty. Meant it to be a nice joke right.
Ohwell, I know I cannot please everyone but then I care bout what they think and how they feel.
Sigh sucks to be me.
And its not helping that you're in my mind again. Please just go, please. Am at wit's end now. I had enough for the 'I want you but you don't want me' kind of bullshit.
This sucksssssssssssssss. Hate it!!!!
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Thought you was different but you're just one of the usuals. So disappointed in your reactions to all these stuff. Thought you would be the one. Ohwell. D:
Time: 3:27am The past few days have been really fun. Been going to school for most of the week for BAOC prep. Yup. I have nothing much to type here though. Yup, I'll come back pretty soon.
