Marissa Lim, 17.

Happiness

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WEE~
TODAY'S A SPECIAL DAY!
school was filled with porn LOL
POA is becoming interesting (:
we created so many accounts whoo
got back emath/amath test, I forgot which one =x
not really bad
watched without a trace during eng
starting was really good then the ending is like ...
no excitement at all!
friends was so much beter can!
&she called us to do narrative
I wrote only 4 words then have to hand up to her =x
went botak jones with char. cin, my, jy &gy!
si xing ti gave us the secret! humph
&my's ipod is so big compared to mine
lol
went back school to go national museum
its funny, &si xing ti got horny horny
A group's ws was really easy, idk why
reached school at 5
HOMEHOME!
slept for 2 hours lol
when I woke up, I got really dizzy, the world is spinning =x
&I COOKED CORN
its f nice okay! with cheese <3

ily


WEE~
school was pretty good
almost sleep in chinese =x
&ms lim didnt come for chem
our test! bloody hell
had ss test
missed out some points but still easy
english was free periods, sort of
ms tan used like 45 min to mark our compre
&thats reading time (:
got 19/25
luckily theres no summary or my marks would go straight down
assembly was bloody boring
talked about sports day
&we had camp briefing
its gonna be so fun yea!
hoho
went to buy mac with cin, char, nad, kenny &HS after school
then we went for tuition!
today's wasnt really good
'cause its too noisy
transferring to fri then!
tmr got the learning journey
shyt that man!

ily


its not a time to be happy
grandpa have cancer
edit--
his cancer is like at 4th stage
&only 6 months to 1 year to live
&he dont wanna do chemo
AH
&dad cried, I have never seen him cry
yet, he cried
I have been putting off the visits until now, as lots of tests this week
but I will visit him tmr
okay, anyway
I screwed up last question for math
damn you kenny wong!
we did compo test for eng
ironically, I wrote about cancer in it
anyway, went to eat after school with cin &agnes
went back school for CCA
did some photos sorting thingy
but most of it, we just fool around &laugh at the photos
HOME
&I saw mr lee running around my block there
exercise so much =x
I'm sorry for canceling the friday date, winnie
you know imy :(

ily


WEE~
school was pretty ew
screwed up for geo test, at least for last question
but the least I would get is 15 ba =x, its still LOW lah!
sickening T.T
&she scolded us , just 'cause some bloody people
went to ask ms chen about the notes &all -.-
then TK still say what, our notes more chim
bullshyt only can?!
did some practice for chinese
&we played some bang bang bang thingy lol
stupid shiyuan, dont want tell me answer!
played baseball thingy for PE
ohoh, went 1N1 for pc again
although its more manageable, the games are f boring can =x
santhi never come
WHOO
went out to buy bubble tea
had physics test during lsp
kinda screwed up too, I mixed up vectors &scalars T.T
HOME
OHOH, did I mention?
I'M THE ONLY ONE in 3E3 IN TK CLASS
WTF?!

I was thinking about you the whole day =x


I had a headache
gosh, school was pretty alright
suppose to have class bonding
but damn wanwan never come -.-
so still went for CCA
retest for compre test
its difficult man =x
&we had new teacher for geo
shes gonna teach us for 10weeks before TH come back in term 3
hope shes good
we got back chinese test
31/50, kinda loq
but still, its sososo difficult
&I'm 3rd in class, I assume so 'cause when teacher asked us, only 3 raised up hands lol
ohoh, we did retest for math
I bet almost everyone got full marks ba
&I SEE PEOPLE COPYING -.-
oh, did I mention we got a trainee for math?
shes damn proud , like fcuker
mr sin said its minus (number), then when we say that
she began talking what, we shouldnt say it like that BLAHBLAHBLAH
think got difference in our tests meh? -.-
&when I'm correct in doin the sums, she just say wrong &walk away -.-
have geo &physics test tmr~
&I still cant memorise them =x=x
sickening !


WEE~
grandpa's in hospital right now
but theres no beds available, &they have been waiting since morning -.-
went cousin's house just now
&MY UNCLE GOT ME A IPOD NANO~~
although its not the colour I want
but still, its free for me (:

its the love <3



I miss some people right now


WEE~
300TH POST~~
whoo, its like finally (:
went tuition this morning~
&its still still funny as usual
especially roy's X lol
okay, so after tuition (gosh, I wrote school =x), went back J8 &ate lunch
wanted to buy heels from outfitter but it seems ugly =x
walked around &met up with agnes
trained down to orchard
shopped, &we ate fish &co
agnes's treat (:
&the cake was yucky
simin went home
went plaza sing to shop again
I bought shoes <3
&cindy bought ripples slippers HAHAHA
made me think of hemhem lol
trained home, &agnes claimed to be a sex goddess
lol, inside joke inside joke
we had so much laughter in the train lol
HOME
goin cousin's house tmr~
have to do homework &revise for amath retest =x
JIAYOUJIAYOU~


I was hopping blogs
&I saw this
f true &totally reflect to what I'm feeling right now!

Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one.
The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning
& be disappointed.
The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, & moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing ever happened.
Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going.
The ones who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend", one day, and the next, listened to him say how much he loves & misses you.
We deserve something, and this is our tribute.
Here's to the ones that took him back, hoping that maybe this time, he was different, hoping that maybe people really do change.
We listened to our friends tell us that we were stupid for even thinking about giving him another chance, caught crap from our parents, & even snuck around to see him for while.
We went through the great stage with no fights all over again.
We started this out thinking it would be just friends, & ended up falling in love with him again.
We wanted nothing more in the world than to hear him tell us he loved us too, that even though things were bad in the past, they would be different this time.
And when we finally heard it, it was like we were dreaming.
This is for us.
Here's to the ones who believed what he said, sat around all over again waiting for a phone call that might come in a few hours, or a few days.
Here's for the tears cried and dried all over again.
We wanted so desperately to believe that he was really busy, he couldn't possibly call us at that moment, or even that he fell asleep early.
We trained ourselves to believe the lies because we wanted to believe we had found the one for us.
We learned to settle for someone who didn't treat us the way we should be treated.
Here's for the ones who did their hair and make up & put on their prettiest earrings, only to hear him say that he couldn't see us today.
The ones who never believed it when people told us there might be someone else.
We just couldn't believe that he could do this to us again.
This is for those great girls who loved him more than words can say, & took him back no matter what happened last time because they couldn't bear to look back on their lives one day & wonder "what if".
This is for the girls that stayed up all night long listening to him whine about an ex girlfriend who cheated on him, & cried during the entire conversation.
The ones who hoped he would realize that he deserved better, that he deserved us.
When he said that he loved you, but he was in love with her, he didn't mean it.
This is for the ones that held on to something that was never there to begin with.
This is for us girls, who somehow managed to get him to forget about her, & get him to tell us that he was in love with us again, only to have him tell us three weeks later that "things were going too fast, he needs time."
Here's to the girls who couldn't cry to their friends because of how stupid they felt. The ones who held it all in when things came crumbling to pieces again.
This is for the ones who couldn't bear to even tell their mom what was going on, for fear of an "I told you so."
The ones that could just tell that they had made a mistake ever allowing him into their hearts & their dreams again.
We knew that we deserved better the entire time, that we deserved a guy who would call when he said he was going to, one that would come see us whenever he got the chance, one that would really care about us.
We just wanted the one that we loved like that.
Here's for the ones that finally realized that he never gave a crap about them.
Here's for the time that he broke your heart again.
This is for those days spent trying to hold back the tears, & the tears that turned into anger, then disappointment.
Here's for us girls who finally realized that we deserve better.
This is for those confusing days, when you miss him & want nothing more than to hear his voice, or feel his arms around your waist.
Stay strong and remember that relationships are like broken glass; sometimes it's better to leave it alone rather than try to put the pieces back together & get hurt.
Remember the times you cried & how long it took you to even be able to look at another guy like that.
When 'your song' comes on the radio, turn the station.
When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling, turn your phone off.
When he tries coming to your house, don't answer the door.
Think of the broken promises, and the lies, the manipulation & the tears, the wasted moments and staying up all night wondering where the crap he was.
Think of how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night & how it fell to your stomach when you saw it wasn't him, and realized that once again, he hadn't called when he said he was going to.
One day you'll find a guy who's worth all the tears, but he won't make you cry.
You may think that you'll never care about someone like you did that guy that you always ran back to, but you will.
It's going to hurt like crap, & it's going to need time to heal, but the point is, it will heal.
This is for those girls who fell back in love with their ex, only to get hurt all over again.

highlighted parts are the things that I truly felt


WEE~
school have been contaminated with nipples LOL
anyway, chem test was alright
although some mistakes =x
hope I pass (:
MS TAN NEVER COME AGAIN~
but she gave us compo to do!
sickening, &my speech is postponed again
chat with those 4 again
its f funny lol
&I got so high =x
took pictures with hocksiong during assembly
first time standing on the steps to take
let me think of something
hahaha, inside joke lol
had camp briefing although they din tell us anything -.-
&nad told me scary things =x
went J8 after school with cin &simin
ate shilin
&WE GOIN SHOPPING
'cause the things is f cheap, I found one clothing I likelikelike
&its only 25 bucks, CHEAP~
OHOH, I heard from 933
then edison chen retiring from the entertainment circle
hoho, too sad~


WEE~
had amath &poa test
poa was kinda okay
&amath, screwed it up again =x
hope mdm lee wont probe about it
she even smsed me just now =x
ms tan din come again
speech postponed to tmr~
hoho
went to eat botak jones with cin &agnes after school
its the love now (:
went back school for CCA
&we did some deleting of photos lol
HOME
I fell asleep while studyng chem
what a boring sub -.-


WEE~
school is pretty good?
PE was -.-
2 rounds around the school for warmup
&we did shot-putt
hoho, I didnt do it 'cause the damn ball was rusty
lol
I GOT 9 FOR MY CHEENA IDIOMS
thought I would fail, 9 is good enough!
geography was as funny as usual lol
&a bloody sec 1/2 girl accidentally bump into me &the hokkien mee got onto my sleeves -.-
I thought I bump her, &I SAID SORRY
she din even say can?! just look at me &walk away!
idiotic
went to 1N1 for PC
chaotic again, but today's lesson abit more fruitful
temptation of sweets -.-
went to buy bubble tea
some f sec 2 girls keep buying for their friends, &scream here scream there
think like that cool is it? NOT COOL AT ALL
so nerdy-looking still want tuck out shirt -.-
want act also act better lah!
HOME
speech &amath test tmr~
STRESSS
tuition changed to thurs, NO EARLY WAKE UP FOR SAT
WHOOOO


WEE~
just ate dinner
school was pretty fine
had PD, &the sec 3 girls did so many exercises
&we went lab to do the flash again
the sec 4 boys think they very clever like that
act until so arrogant
speech for eng
stopped until doreen!
so I'm 2nd for wed (:
had cheena test
gosh, its so f diffcult lah
might fail might fail =x
stayed back for math lsp after school
HOME HOME
oh yes, samantha SHAHI just quarreled with me over the tuition thingy
its a comment, &she scolded me bitch
like shes not like that
f off


WEE~
at gavriel's house now
adults are playing mahjong, &both of them are sleeping, forced =x
well, went for tuition today~
& I waited for cindy for like 15min then she tell me she overslept -.-
tuition was bored bored
&she told us that, got one sec 4 guy from beatty
stole things from her fridge lol
&he never come again for her tuition
cheapskate
cabbed down to some association thingy
had lunch there
after that, cabbed down to grandma's place
slept there =x
&yuxin cried when we left
thinks she love us too much lol
went home for a while &met parents at botak jones
played arcade then we went gavriel house
we gambled, I lost all my coins
but gavriel lost like 50+
he was gambling 14~ 16 dollars at one go
gosh
&they spent lots of money on pre paid cards -.-
its f cold in this room, &the remote control is like missing!


WEE~
ITS FRIDAYYY~
nothing much in school
oh, mr sin sang twinkle star in class today
lol
got back SS test
not that bad, I think almost all class got the same marks
english =x
speech was postponed again =x
&we watched friends again
its a really funny show
actually have CCA with mr yeo
then he put us pigeons again !
went to eat botak jones with cindy &simin
the cajun chicken is damn good!
tuition tmr, &I have to let her see my failed test =x


WEE~
HAPPY VALENTINE DAY~
everyone associate valentine with pink
lol
woke up around 9+
went to meet people
hahahah
ate MAC
&we were late for school =x
OFF TO SDC
its fun, overall
&the pizzas there are great great great
we got some kinds of hats too
gonna give one to gavriel lol
watching american idol now
THEIR VOICES ARE F GOOD
&I saw one 16 year old hot guy
lol
people in the forum say, BBT WANNA COME SG
WHOOOOOO
ohoh, ps
went TP with cin &agnes
wanted to watch ps I love you
but ITS NOT SHOWING THERE
HUMPH
ate at the bubble tea shop
met up with parents
LALA
HOME
@---is lovedd!

somehow I had a hope today
but its broken, by you


WEE~
得不到的就更加爱　太容易来的就不理睬
school today~
still I'm sleepy in school, the people in the newspapers say its a form of *festive depression*
HAHAHHA
I wanna write something, but somehow I forgot =x
tmr's valentine
&I'm spending it with the SDC
how GREAT is that?
but it doesnt matter anyway, lol
no one understand what I'm thinking
actually I'm goin in the morning, but I have to reach school at 7+
thats like so f early lol
&I cant eat MAC breakfast
so its yz &gy taking pictures tmr
dont miss me =P
stayed back to do the math trail
&its bullshyt
CCA was cancelled, we having on friday, &its only for one hour
the great advantage of being photographers for the school
LOL
HOME
later goin out for dinner~
曾经我相信只有他
是我在这世界上最爱的人
但相信不代表永恒
人总会有喜新厌旧的时刻
也许我不懂想要的爱
也许因为不懂才一再的受伤害

@--- is lovedd!


WEE~
school was pretty sleepy for me
geography was lame
actually went computer lab 'cause the projector was spoilt
then the sec 1/2s came, so we went to walk around the school -.-
canal &pond
chem was ew
&we had pc
did the total defence thingy
we sealed the door and windows
lol
stayed back for physics lsp
bought bubble tea &walked home with cin &kenny


WEE~
school today~
had PD today &it was lame shyt
slept in chinese =x
stayed back for lsp
then went to buy bubble tea
HOME HOME
fcuk eng speech


WEE~
I'M BORED &HAVE A HEADACHE
suppose to be doin the fcuking eng speech thingy
BUT I CANT FIND ANY SHORT ONES
gosh , so I'm youtubing now
I suddenly have a craving for bubble tea
its been 576345745275427 days since I have one
okay, maybe not that many
but I must remember to buy one later
parents bought the movie tickets already
hahahahaha
the passion fruit one from koi cafe is real gooddd
SCHOOL TMR
&I gave up on amath hw already, totally catch no ball =x
oh, my cousin have a bf
&hes damn ugly
LOL, bad taste =P
7zai is lovedd


WEE~
just came back home
lol, today actually wanna go sentosa see flowers
who knows, my grandmother was sick =x
so we just went vivo to eat the expensive expensive yong tau foo
those people who complained that the food is expensive
where got? you think its expensive, then you dont eat lah -.-
but their service is BADDD
walked around, &ta bao food for my grandparents
went their house, then off to meet my cousins
played arcade <3
after that, watched CJ7
damn touching, &I cried
its so saddening when the *** died =x
&I WANT 7ZAI
I wanna buy the soft toy of it lol
went gavriel's house to sit a while
HOME
did some homework just now
&I SWEAR I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO DO THE AMATH QUESTIONS
NOT EVEN ONE, all blanks ><
this is what CNY can do to you =x
tmr watching the kungfu show by jaychou
lalalala


WEE~
today went PS
watch the ah long show
damn funny
but the guy beside me ruined it all
people laugh, he laugh but not without shouting words out
&his legs are like goin over to mine -.-
anyway, then went clarke quay
ate at the satay king
service super bad
HOME
tmr watching CJ7 with parents &cousins
lalala


WEE~
went to ban nian today!
bryan was so cute today <3
went like 4 houses
&got one relative, super no manners
people give him red packets, he straightaway take a pen &write down who give which one
infront of all the people -.-
gambled for a while, &I wom
hoho =P
went grandparents' house around 3+
didnt talk much to my cousins
lol, no mood no mood
was playing psp most of the time
&I should have brought my lappy along
tmr goin watch movies with parents
whoo~


WEE~
today's a wonderful day~
LOL
took pictures of CNY celebrations with yz &gy
tiring =x
&the lion still disturb me -.-
the singers' voices totally ruined the whole thing can?!
dismissed at 9+
then went bishan library to borrow the photography book
waited like 1hr+ then all the big cards come
the other big big card put away our pigeon again -.-
ordered lots of things =x
couldnt finish the food, &bill is about $80
hurhur
walked around &I BOUGHT 2 LOLLIPOP BBT POSTERS
the service at comics connection is real bad!
he cant unlock the posters thingy, then he dont want sell us already
in the end, we opened it ourselves
this is why china people sucks
&the posters supposed to be 3 for $1
I bought 4, 2 more me, 2 for baobao
they tell me, 3 posters $1, the fourth one is $1 -.-
CHEAT MONEY
winnie &amanda left
went to play piano =/
then walked around
BAOBAO HAVE 4 XXX albums now
HOMEHOME
later goin down to eat tuan yuan fan~
CRABS CRABS CRABS


WEE~
HOHO
CNYCNYCNY~
lol
school was pretty alright
&we changed pe teacher
he sucks can?!
we want mr lee back!
math was pretty fine
so much homework!
went to 1N1 for pc
so chaotic =x
went for debrief after that
wanted to be late for POA, but wth she went in so late -.-
bought bubble tea after school
walked home with cin &nad
LALALALA
meeting loves tmr~


WEE~
school was pretty alright~
had PD in the morning
&mr yeo told us alot of things
seems so busy
TH screamed at the class for one whole period
sickening =P
oh, I failed my emath test (:
not a very big deal, considering 27 failed in the class
hahahaa
went to eat botak jones after school
&MARISSA FINALLY MANAGED TO FINISH THE FRIES
its like omg, FIRST TIME LEH!
some kind of celebration for the failing =P
HOMEHOMEHOME!
2 more days to CNY~


WEE~
you know yesterday I slept until 12, okay its today morning
then I played lappy until 4+
watched teevee then pei mum go lorong 7 morning buy things
came and went to sleep at around 7+
I sleep until 4+ -.-
went AMK
I bought 2 pairs of earring hoho
walked around jiu go home already!
BBT GOGOGO!
I tried doin chem
so f chim, gave up =P

WEE~
okay, you know?
I had a cough so i took medicine &went to sleep for a while
f hell, I woke up like 12.30 -.-
&I MISSED NALIPA
finally got new ep, &Imissed it
think gonna catch the replay tmr or something
okay, today went to meet cindy at busstop
hoho, went to buy MAC
WE SAW MS PANG
&cindy say she keep looking, maybe she remember or dont ba lol
super long never see her already!
simin came
&we went for tuition!
after tuiton, simin and me showed her our amath test
she pin it on the thing beside the whiteboard
omfg can?!
bused back to J8 &met up with parents
went to eat crystal jade (:
HOMEHOMEHOME

WEE~
ITS FRIDAY~
&theres tuition tmr =x
poa was super super boring
I almost slept
&&&I got 14 for math
not bad for first time (:
&that 2a caused me to lose 1 mark
had ss test
&its was quite manageable
ms tan didnt come again~
hoho
&we did math hoework
log was fun~
went for PSL meeting after school
we gonna spend the next 8weeks with 1N1s
YAYNESS
after that, went to buy bubble tea with nad &jaslyn
then nad walked home with me!
you know sometimes, we are sec 3s
friends tend to change, even in the same class
things will never be the same