It only took one conversation for me to fall for you. But it took four months to realize you didn't feel the same. And I suspect it'll take longer to let go.
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Back from YJC's funfair (: Met up with xf and doreen at busstop about 10. Got the video from bryan and we went to yishun heh. Met with serene in the mrt. Ate ah mei, its been so long since we ate that. We used to eat it often at amk hub, we were always having fun and laughters there. Missed those times. Took a bus to yjc. Hmm, I like np's design more HAHA. Its seems not my type of school.
Bought coupons and we went to play games. Massage was super nice, we went like twice and spent alot there lol. Played the SriLanka Warfare with su and serene. I think they hate us lol! Its supposed to be a maze game where we need to collect softtoys aka the hostages and they will try to scare us. We hit their hand, pull their hair and asked them to shutup lol. Funnnnnnn
Slacked at some area and we wanted to play at the haunted house. Waited waited until we became super frustrated and went out of the queue. Time wasted. Doreen went off, and we continued to walk around. Bought drinks from winnie's stall and I saw ck (: Her classmate was chasing her, trying to splash the bucket of water on her o.o Sat there for the lucky draw while waiting for susan to be dismissed. Laugh at someone lol, we are so mean.
Serene went off and we went to eat sakae sushi ! Food's great, but service super super bad. Talked and laughed alot. Susan never fails to make me laugh HAHAHA. Walked around and we found out susan lost her phone ): Oh well, precious photos are gone. However, memories are always gonna be there (: Her uncle sent us home whoo, so tired that I slept the whole way.
Tmr meeting with Awesome of 10 (:(:(:
hello
I'm at the school library now, kinda bored cause there's no laptop for us to do work yet. So we are just spacing out , stoning and listening to music. Hope xw faster come
Am really happy whenever you talked to me. No, not what you people thinks. Its all in the past but now, we are best friends. I'm happy , really cause whenever I have problems, I can just talk to you.
Saw some things, can you please promise to be happy with or without her ? Don't let these problems ruin everything. I know you want her since forever. I know you won't probably read this. Although we are not exactly friends now, I still hope you are happy. Its makes me sad to think that our friendship is gone like this, don't make it happen twice , with her.
hello !
School have been really hectic, I really dont understand why must they cramp everything in the last 2 weeks ): We should be relaxing now instead of worrying about undone reports, projects and tests. Sigh, guess this is poly life. I hope to survive through this 2 weeks, enjoy myself at bintan and enjoy my holidays with bffs, clique and poly classmates (:
Alot have happened. I guess I made a few mistakes in judging people. Yes, I have made wrong decisions and now everything is like so screwed up. Sigh. Should never have made convenience as a reason. I want team players who will listen to others' opinions and not just do whatever you like. I hate this, like seriously. Can you dont always think that your idea is the best? It disgusts me alot. I also want members that are really participating, and not just slack there and do nothing. Not pointing fingers, just my thoughts.
I shall try to do my cats report now or there will be no time ):
HELLO
Bcomm today was boring, almost the whole class was on fb (: Fun ttm, we kept talking on fb lol. &We didnt really catch what she said so we kept asking questions. Went for some library tour stuff, I bought bubbletea, strawberry oreo very nice ^^ Released early and we went to canteen 3 for lunch. The food not nice, damn sian. We must venture out of school to get lunch, sick of school food :X Cant believe its only week 5 and I'm sick of the food. But makan place is really not bad lol, banmian strongly recommended by louis valentino lee jun ze. Tsktsk.Yoga was alright, last time seeing this relief teacher. He's actually quite nice lol
Waited for the rock climbing people, for like super long ): Took bus to tpy and ate ichiban sushi hohoho. Went home after that ! (: Nowadays, I always fell alseep on the sofa while watching tv :X Drained drained drained.
sigh, its not mutual.
HELLO
School starts today, again ! Exchange of valentine gifts was funny, especially andy's ! He got all of us weird stuff lol. Fun luh, hope to do next year too (: Lessons were alright, scored quite well for mw quiz 1. I thught I would screw it up, but its alright heh. Had lunch with classmates and we went for yoga ! Yoga make my head hurts, alot. I think too much blood flowed to the brain or something. Or I put too much pressure on it D: We did alot high difficulty poses, which I can barely do lol. I am not flexible enough ):
Went to buy the bday card for sue after yoga. Wrote some words and decorated it. Met BHB and sue at atrium and we walked all the way to near beauty world. I tell you, its damn far ! Dk how those SOE people go there for lunch almost everyday :X Went to udders to eat ice cream. I think ben and jerry nicer leh lol, my thoughts. Cut the cake and have my unglam photos taken ): They are all on fb, damn siannnn.
Ran for the 52, really ran for it leh. So tiring, so long never exercise already :X Alighted at J8 with BHB, he went home while I met up with xf and s ^^ Watched movie hohoho, I like it alot ! Walked around and saw a lesbian couple. So grossed out cause they were like making out in the toilet and inside j8. All the shops closed so we went home lol.
*I also dont want to be here, bye* WTF WTH, cant believe you still cant put it behind you. Never seen such a petty person before, SHAME ON YOU
HEY
HAPPY CNY AND VALENTINE DAY (:
Work was kind of okay for me, not as busy as I have expected. Only prepared one yusheng, the rest susan helped me hohoho. Screwed up that one and only though lol. Anyway, its over (: Was kinda slack cause they didnt really order stuff that are too difficult for me to handle ;o Ate a super sumptous supper and family went to fetch me and xf home hohoho.
Jealousy is bad yet it affects me every single time.
HAPPY 20TH ARCHIE ! (:
Reached school at 8 :X Dont know why the bus reached so early today, sigh. XW was even earlier ;o Had bcomm. The whole class went down to makan place to celebrate archie's bday! Whoo, I think almost whole of makan place can hear us singing the bday song. Our class rocks, like seriously ^^ Ate and stuff. Went down to busbay. We got one bus to ourselves kekeke, good things happen for those who wait. Off to URA and red dot museum. URA was a disappointment, it was sososo boring. Everyone cant wait to get out of that. RDM was fun, I like (: The stuff they invented are super cool. Released early at around 430. Took mrt with peeps and went to tp
Today is fun, especially with the unglam pictures taken by classmates. Please dont upload them to facebook! No face already ~ Its gonna be the cny holidays now. I shall try to do my cats report by today. Then try to start on mindworks, sigh sigh.
Negative feelings today, dont know why too.
HELLO
Week 4 of school, 3 more weeks to go ! Hope to persevere through it. Kinda screwed up my mindworks test ): He asked the others to keep checking but never ask me to ! urgh, one mark gone and my mind basically went blank lol. Ah its over anyway.
Work ytd was hectic and scary. Didnt know how to prepare the yusheng, lucky they are vip so furong used the mic to say the words. So rush, didnt managed to keep up but those china guys self service lol. They are nice people hoho (: Served the vips, all so many demands. They drank so much , like seriously alot. All cheapo one luh, see people treat then purposely order those expensive drinks and food. Spilled red wine AGAIN, me and red wine = enemies -.- Off from work around 11. On the way home, saw 2 chefs then they treated us beer ;o Drank a little and went home with xf. Reached home at 12 :X Bathed and slept!
CNY DINNER AND GUITAR SESSION TMR (:
“ Isn’t it funny how you can think you’re completely over someone but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of him on the street….just in an instant, it can change all that. And you start to remember the pain. And that hollow space is feeling more and more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you’re sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile and act like nothing is wrong or will ever be. Everything’s just perfect. For that split second that you’ve locked eyes, a tiny whisper, say ‘make this last forever, only and just this moment forever and ever’. But after a second or so, you go along your own merry way, all the while home realizing how much you do miss him, how much you still love him…and it sticks with you for days, weeks, maybe months, until fate decides to hand you another one of those unexpected moments. And then you finally understand the worst feeling in the world is when the person you love most is standing right next to you, yet you can never have them. Try as you may, you can’t make someone love you.
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just a thought, just a thought. Nothing much , no particular someone.
HELLO
today went to sembawang beach park for sandcastle building! Was kinda sian, my class was the most sian one HAHAHA thats ba people for you :X But we were enthu at first, we was the only class who tied the bandana to our head ^^ It was so awesome, I like (: The building part was kinda alright, wasnt so good at first but it worked out in the end. However, bloody rain came and we all ran with all our might to shelter lol! 2 class were there talking and shouting headcounts while two strangers were sitting at the busstop , surrounded by us :X They must have feel awkward. kekeke
Afterwards, is the mostmost sian stuff. We have to come up with cheer then discussion of what we did and stuff. I like the circle game though, it was hilarious. Jiewei's hand super warm, I like ! The room was super super cold with 2 fans and 1 aircon blowing at me :X Bus sent us to MRT and I went market to find parents and eat dinner. Train ride was funny, my class is awesome (Y)
it seems that I never get the person I want
