All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you
BAOC, yet again. Was kind of disappointed by the arrangement of stuff but what can we do? Life goes on (: Have to accept it and teach the freshies well. So ironic, I'm a freshie myself and I'm supposed to lead them. Hope it will be fun and I'll be as crazy as always. Crapped alot today, mainly gross stuff by andy, AS USUAL. HAHA kidding, chill chill.
I want to go shopping. Anywhere is fine with me hehe, hoping to spend some money! So broke yet wanna spend money, I must be crazy. Diet plan failed again HAHA, I ate subway cookies. So sinful but I like (: I ate cereal for dinner whoo, later gonna eat jelly. Maybe I should go exercise, maybe maybe. Procrastinating, as usual. Since sec 1 or what, every holiday is the same routine hehe.
I dont deserve you.
HELLO
Went out with Calista today ! HEHE, met her at bugis. We ate KFC, omg so fattening, regreting already ): She got her shirts, I think the shirts there quite nice eh. Maybe I will go there and buy for school HAHA. We walked to simlim sq after that, nothing much. So many fake stuff, cannot stand it then we took mrt to funan. Rained super heavily and we ran in the rain :X She bought the same laptop case as me ! keke, she fake fake put her clothes inside the case then treat it like a laptop.
Went to somerset after that, she bought her knitwear HAHA. Walked around and we both bought clothes from uniqlo. I likeeee, super nice and comfy hehe. Went to eat KFC egg tarts, wa regret somemore ! Walked around cold storage , so many things to buy, no money HAHAHA.
WHOO I LIKE. Our convo damn funny, especially about her sister. CHEESE VERY HEALTHY HAHAHHA. MEET UP AGAIN SOON!
HELLO
CIP TODAY! Helped out for March To Aid, not bad luh. Overall, the thing quite slack hehe. I thought our job was done but we have to take a bus down to clementi to some old folks home to help out! Was rather awkward :X Lets not talk about it tsktsk. After that, went mac with awesome of 10 peeps, some only but its okay! Took a bus to tpy and I missed the stop ! Siann, have to walk a supersuper long way back to central. Walked to a busstop and I gave up, took 238 to central hehe.
She was at mos burger, want make me fat only. Lucky only ate 1 mussel HAHA, scalded my tongue :X Went grocery shopping after that, so many heavy bags home. I gonna lose weight, I MUST!!
I thought of some things and I have decided not to yearn for love anymore. To think that I tried and failed twice have made me so weak so vunlerable. &I guess thats enough. I want to be happy, I dont want to be emo anymore. I dont want to try to talk to you and only receive cold replies. I dont want to get jealous anymore when I see how happy you are with her. No I dont want that anymore. I needa get a new start, I am not going to find love anymore. I gonna be normal, enjoying my life with friends and family. I'm not gonna think of love anymore. Let love find me. I believe that the one will find me, eventually. I want to be happy, I dont want another heartbreak. I dont want to lose it all when I almost got it. Twice I was disappointed. I dont want this experience anymore. I'M GONNA BE HAPPY!
HEY
I like to rot at home. Woke up at 11 cause apparently, I spoke some stuff that I dont even know I did to my parents. They claimed that I agreed to go out with them today ;o Didnt want to so they went out without me! Watched hk drama hehe and now they are cooking dinner. Its been so long ^^
Yesterday met up with xf, susan and serene ^^ I'm happy to see them again hehehe. Cjc's funfair not nice, not exciting enough, maybe cause they needa study study study tsktsk. Saw that guy, serene's bf HAHAHA. Looked like jianying though hehe. After that, serene went tuition with charlene ( so long didnt see her! ) and we went susan's house. Had fun there though its short. Waiting for xf to upload the photos, our retarded photos hehehe.
Timetable faster come outttttttt, cant wait. I hope we can be in the same class !
HELLO
I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored I am bored
I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired I am tired
I am a fat pig ):
you pretended you didnt see me, good job eh?
HELLO EVERYONE
Currently slacking at the library's games room. Oovoo-ing when we are facing each other tsktsk, we are so awesome ! Mulit-tasking, we are playing uno right now ^^I UNO ALREADY HAHAHA. wa lao eh, now I got alot of cards zzz. Nothing much actually, this whole week have to go back to school for baoc! I am bored!
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HEY
went out with my bffs yesterday ! Fun day out, ate alot and I really mean alot. Feel so guilty right now :X But the food was awesome ! We ate pizza hut, sang kbox then went to novena for waraku! Fattening to the max! We tried the squid ink pasta and my whole mouth, including my tongue and teeth, were all black HAHA. WC told me results were out so I used ncw's iphone to check. We screamed and jumped in the restaurant, everyone was staring at us HAHA (Y)
Walked around after that and we played foosball (?), totally fun. I likeeee. Went to take a bus home and saw glen on the bus. Chatted a while and went home hehehe. WWW for our next trip in june (:
Are you truly happy? I thought you was when I saw your fb ytd night. But today? you seems sad again, whats happening.
HELLO
Using my new lappy now, so pretty (: I likeeeeeee, now skyping and andy is singing ! Been going out for outings and baoc. Baoc super fun, its all dancing and its super cool luh. Hope to teach it to the freshies HAHAHA. It will be damn fun and awesome luh !
Nothing much, today went to buy my nice nice laptop case heh. Was being indecisive but asked opinions from them and I chose mine (: hehehe
blog another day (:
HEY
Back from bintan ! Was an awesome experience there with awesome^2, Awesome of 10 ad not to forget, W01 ! Fun everyday at my lobby, talked alot and I definitely shared alot! Many was saying that I everyday like some drunk woman sia :X I have got 2 new lesbian partners, JN and Dexter HAHA (L) Unforgettable experience there and everyone is a gem to me (:
Today went to outram with xf, dexter and kairul (?) for interview. Not me though, just for dexter and his friend. After that we went to vivo. Had burger king and we went to shop for felix's bday present. Very hard to decide but in the end we found one. Hope he likes it (: After that met my mum at school, late for almost a hour :X Bought my laptop but have to wait for stocks to come in. Hope I can stand looking at it for the next 3 years heh.
hurts so bad, really bad
Every beautiful day passed, every moment spent is gone.
The smile on my face turned into tears in my eyes, all of this happened since the day you've gone.
I used to be the happiest person ever, I used to love life, I used to always smile and fool around, I used to know there was someone by my side.
I used to know that loving you was the only target in my life, I used to know that you loved me. I used to live in a beautiful dream, now i live in a nightmare which i can't wake up from.
Now, I know i have no one in my life.
Now, I have no target in my life and my life isn't worth living.
Now, I know you love her and that i mean nothing to you.
Everyday I cry cause of my sorrow.
Everyday I cry cause i know i can't have you.
Everyday I cry cause i remember every tender word you said to me.
Everyday I cry cause i missed seeing your beautiful face.
Everyday I cry cause you're with her and not with me.
Everyday I cry because i know i cant have you and i cant let go of you.
Everyday I cry cause you were mine and now you're hers.
Every day I cry because you were the one I want.
Every moment we spent together is treasured in my heart.
Every word you said to me is still in my ears.
Every day you made me happy just makes me feel that I have lost my happiness.
Everytime you tried your best not to make me sad or cry makes me remember that you truly cared about me.
Everything changed and I am the one whose suffering.
I can only remember when we wanted each other but it couldnt work.
Went to Sakura to surprise Jinging (: Woke up super late and I cabbed down :X Thanks to joel that I made it in time ! Ate and ate, they keep saying I'm very fat ): I MUST GO ON A DIET. Ate until 3 and we cabbed to plaza sing. Joel went to meet his friends while WC and me went to buy snacks for bintan. Took a long bus journey home (: I like long bus journeys so I can think and reflect on stuff.
HELLO
Today marks the end of NPP'10. I will reallyreally miss w01, its the best class ever. We are so united and bonded. Never met such awesome classmates before, will really miss those times where we did everything as a class, as w01.
No more school, no more projects, no more reports, no more quizzes and no more tests, I finally can relax abit until school officially starts ! Its been a hectic 7 weeks and I have really learnt alot from NPP. Okay, I will talk more about it in fb !
Went out with Sister Dexter and SH after school ! Went shopping and Sister is really a good shopping partner ! All of us bought stuff ! Satisfied but a big hole in my pocket ): Hope it will be worth it, must stop spending already ! WORK WORK WORK! Walked till around 10 ad we went home hoho. Tmr needa go to school for BAOC, kind of excited for it (:
