YO! Blogging from my phone, currently on the sofa in my room, trying to mug and watching teevee! Math is really driving me crazy ah. Had a very surprise poa test today, still okay with some help from pong HAHA. Tp for lunch.
Wa its damn hot inside, and we talked about porn during lv HAHA, Nah I am not excited okay. I so innocent and pure leh!
your msn pm sets it off again.
COMING SOON IS SCARY! Everytime I put down the cushion, the ghost came up. AH
I need to study, seriously. Who can give me the motivation ?!
I miss you, really
The concert was awesome ! Exciting, touching and breath-taking whoo, way better than the yoga lin's. Photos another day, been really busy. Tuition was kind of great today, integration is really fun. Sizzler for dinner, nice whoo. I love the clam chowder and ice cream.
I remember you teaching me matrices, ah memories
YO ! School was awesome these 2 days, no lessons :) NYP yesterday, it was kind of boring and xf was supersuper high. It was funny luh and poly life seems relaxing and the attachments look really cool. We had some memory talks today, not bad. I hope to apply the skills learnt, hope it helps. Went for mdm wan's chinese class when we are not even in her class hahaha. Nearly got kicked out heh, we smsed alot :D Nonsense luh, everyone was playing. Mac with S, D and E ! We stayed there for like 3 hours, power. Laughed like crazy then suddenly got one woman came up to me and touch me !! Serious, I was damn shocked to do anything , lucky she went away quickly. We all damn shocked can. Playground and we played merry go round, damn dizzy. Headache, argh. E hit my nose, damn pain.
Off to school for the talk, we got ourselves water gun HAHAHA. Talk was boring lah, they were promoting jcs which I have no interest. Teachers are telling me to go jc but nah, going poly :D Maybe going uni after that then half work half acca . I have my life planned out, just hope it goes as plan ! Dinner and went home !
YO! School was not that awesome 'cause of the things that happened last night. Seems like you dont even want to stay friends, so be it, thanks for memories. We talk about that later. Today is our class bonding ! whoo, we had cup noodles, damn stylo okay ! I believed we are the only class that do it :D The noodles were super cheap, value pack so 50cents for one heh. They watched yes man, YESYESYES ! Susan went to went mini instant noodles and we added into our noodles lol. It contains super cute and chewy dog and panda ! Very nice, she also bought the nadou? That one cmi, no one dared to eat 'cause its way too smelly. Our clique very power :D, got drinks, snacks , sausages hahah, we are hungry :B
This is the rainbow I saw whoo, its outside my house. See clearly, theres two !
Hot water for our noodles
CUTE RIGHT? HEH
Damn smelly!
PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW, AND IF YOU READ THIS, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. I WAS TALKING TO YOU NICELY AND YOU GAVE SUCH ANSWERS. YEAYEA, LET IT GO, I GUESS. I DIDNT KNOW WHY I WAS EVEN ATTRACTED TO YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE. I WAS THINKING NICELY THEN WE CAN FORGET EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED THIS YEAR AND GO BACK TIME AND BE GOOD FRIENDS ONCE AGAIN. SEEMS LIKE YOU DIDNT EVEN CARE, I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO BOTHERED, RIGHT? I WAS WILLING TO LET GO EVERYTHING SO THAT WE STILL CAN TALK LIKE BEFORE. CANTYOU SEE WHAT I HAVE DONE? ISNT IT ENOUGH?! I THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT FROM ALL THE OTHER GUYS, BUT UNFORTUNATELY I WAS WRONG WRONG WRONG ! MAYBE YOU WILL NOT SEE THIS 'CAUSE EVERYTHING YOU CARE ABOUT IS YOUR GAMES AND FRIENDS.
WHAT HAPPENED? I STILL DIDNT KNOW, IT WAS JUST ONE LUNCH AND WE COMPLETELY STOPPED TALKING. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO ME DO, EXACTLY? I JUST WANTED TO BE FRIENDS RIGHT NOW. THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES.
SORRY TO THOSE WHO DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M WRITING RIGHT NOW, ITS OKAY 'CAUSE I AM JUST RANTING
YO ! I know I have not been updating, busybusy. AHAHA, I know its just an excuse lah. School starts tmr and I have not been enjoying my holiday (!!) There isnt any holiday at all, its just piles and piles and PILES of homework. Tuition have been real fun, laughters. Apparently she say we bought the book *pass with distinction*, we are all gonna pass with distinctions heheh. Have been watching GG also ! Into season 2 right now, hope s3 faster come out heh. Regretted not asking them buy 90210 seh, I like that show.
SPOT CHECK TMR ! I think I will pass heheheh
Almost mine
YOO ! Physics practical was a BIG FAILURE :( Redrew the 2 graphs like 5 times, damn sian. My partner have the same problem as me hahaha. Aiya, I hate electricity lah. I was drenched in the rain, didnt notice it was raining until I came out of the lift, argh. Everything wrapped up at 1130 and we went J8 to have lunch. Met up with girlfriends HEHEHEH, long time no see no see ! Wanted to play badminton but its fully booked, guess we have to book earlier next time. Off to marina square for bowling and soeul garden. I want to go kbox lah, 3 against 1, what to do?
:( Bowling was fun, we didnt dare to bowl though the two groups beside us damn pro. We faster bowl when they waiting for the ball HAHAHA. But the guys beside us damn action, their pose all so funny and act-pro, the ball ended up in the gutter LOL. First round was disastrous for me, second round improved to second heh. I clicked well with the pink ball hoho.
Forever And Always - Taylor SwiftEverything I want to say to you.
School today ! Its seems like a normal school day, dont even have the hliday mood. School starts at 830 and end at 3. Physics practical seems okay right, congrats to those who got A for test ( EXCEPT FOR STUPID GINO) HAHAHA. Lucky we got the 10 marks question correct heh, I improved (: Poa was super noisy, those usual people. If you are not interested in her lesson or whatsoever, please do not come. Chemistry was smelly, PUNGENT SMELL. Damn gross. Lessons tmr, again.
YO, I refused to go out today HAHA. Stayed home and watched gg, damn nice. Out for dinner at the market. I didnt do any homework, have to buck up. Theres math and 3 papers of chinese. argh chinese, why must it be in june. Did the moodle quiz, only got a low 7. Subject fest was alright, I worked part time for poa heheheh, I booked myself for next year's subject fest, with amanda :D Slacked today, its all the sec 1's work, just have to guide them and stuff.
Decided to get the Toshiba external harddisk. Lucky my uncle sent me the price list and stuff, finally decided on this. The seagate one look damn pretty but price and space, toshiba win hands down. Asked parents to go buy for me tmr as there is tuition. Either they going to IT show or best 'cause theres vouchers. Wanna get a thumbdrive too 'cause mine was taken by my primary school classmate -.-
Parents are back whoo ! THEY BOUGHT HELLO KITTY MAHJONG SIA ! Damn cute but funny lol. Bought me two pairs of converse shoes, funny designs but cannot find in sg :D School was alright, damn pissed with mrs yang. Dont wanna care her , I was being helpful and I received this type of treatment. Pe was cancelled, mr chan didnt come. I wanna do pe sia, sad. Received progress report. Same L1R4 as last year, need to improve until 7 points ! Noel that sucker got 5a1, damn sick lol. Walked home with S, laughed until stomach pain, Parents also bought me gossip girl WHOO, forgot to tell them buy 90210, nvm shall catch it online lol.
I slept from 3 to 730pm seh, super tired. Tmr have to go to school again, for subject fest. I wanna go to It show but I am scared of the crowds. Wanna get an external hd, gonna use my $100 voucher hehehe
Oh ya, I got back my math test yesterday, hate it lah. This year haven get at least 30 in my amath -.- , my 7 marks gone seh, careless :( Method correct but I visualise the diagram wrongly. Chengyu wasnt that good, maybe that day too concentrate on math already heh. Physics test was alright, still can manage. BUT after that simyi told us that our 10 marks question all wrong ! Damn sad damn sad, why like that. Lunch with nad in school and we went for cca ! It was fun heh, everyone fooled around but we did work okay :D The sec 1s are super noisy, our podcast keep having their noise, have to keep redoing, about 4 times still cannot -.- Gave up and went home AHAHHA. Yesyes, they have been super lame today can, tell secrets then its like *today is wednesday, dont tell anyone ar* , *My name is anna, I can spell my name from backwards* LAME RIGHT?
Agnes and nadiah good lor, they ps me online ! Tell me to come online to tell me things and send her songs, both not online ! good lor good lor, tmr you die WAHAHHA :P
Today funfunfun :D I woke up on my own seh, so proud of myself, friends would know the reason heh. School was funny , santhi gave us hershey's whoo, for the full marks people. We were saying that she buy from mustafa hahaha. ENGLISH IS THE ULTIMATE HAHAHA. We were suppose t have speech then noel acted as the person at a friend's funeral. He scolded ltan, cb nb ! whole class was laughing away and he got detention, nice one ! LV was alright, talked about drugs. Everyone pointed at darren when she ask who will be the most likely to jump down lol. SERENE, you must protect your bf :P
Ichiban sushi after school. We wanted to eat the cheapo 5dollar set so we waited at mos until 3 lol. I know lah, we cheapskate but we only ordered one set of that only. Su and me shared the combi meal and the $5 one. D and C ate others. Fooled around lah, then the chilli flew to next table LOL, the person was glaring at us. We super noisy luh but laughed alot. Ahmei still the best place to laugh like crazy :D
It was perfect 3 weeks ago? Now its all over. Do feelings change this fast? I dont want anything, just want us to be like normal, talking everyday and happily.
School was soso. Physics practical = no good. I spilled the moth ball solution, damn smelly. Still managed to finish the experiment although not very on time heh. Will try harder next time :D Geo test was alright, the first question caught me off guard, argh. She went through the questions heh but that kind of disrupt my thinking -.- Subway for lunch, serene's my girlfriend heh. Mini size ben&jerry for dinner (:
What's happening to me? Nearly cried while listening to jason mraz's lucky.
You Were My Everything - AviationThis goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn’t realize it at the time
I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don’t really expect you to either
It’s just... I don’t even know
Just listen…
You’re the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was rea
lI’m sorry about the pain I made you feel
That wasn’t me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies
I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt
But I didn’t know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn’t care when push came to shove
If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly
I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don’t know how I could do you so wrong
I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You’re number one, always in my heart
And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart
Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]
I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart
At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain
Damn it, I’m insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work
What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I’m not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind
Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]
[Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but…
No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart
You’ll always be my baby
Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse
We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there
I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care
Remember the times?
Remember when we kissed?
I didn’t think you would ever do me like this
I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed
I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess
You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying
Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying
Chorus
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you ‘cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]
[Talking]
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we’ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
i just want you to be happy
YO ! Tuition was good, cleared my doubts about vectors. What she said is right, I started to depend on her already. When I didnt understand vector 'cause I was absent, I know theres always have mdm lee to teach me so I didnt quite worry. heh. Went to meet my parents, ate ichiban sushi HOHO! Finally get to eat sushi, have been craving it for super long. Fairprice to get food for 'cause they going overseas. Did my georg homework, dint know how to do though, ugh.
School starts late tmr , happy of course. Tmr geo test, hope I can improve. CA1 marks dont seems nice to me, work hard work hard.
They gave us candyfloss at newyork x2
Group shot heh
LOOK AT HER FACE !
She says she looked like a cat here. o.o
SO INNOCENT ABIT SCARED SCARED !
Su and her JJ socks
We are supposed to act emo
SHE IS GOING TO KILL ME HAHAHHA
yo ! Its like 1.35am right now but I changing this post to yesterday. Sports day was tiring ! Some people pissed me off, rah. Went to rest after that, whoo fooled around. I am tired mentally, physically and emotionally ! HAHA. HARWOOD GOT THIRD ! Not bad already lor, I think its the first time eh heh. Took attendance and went to meet J with the rest. LUNCH AND KBOX! I was kind of affected by what gy and sexy ear said earlier, we were all freaked out okay. Lucky nothing happened ^^ We became damn high towards the end heh, tmr then update all the things. We had cool photos !
P.S I slept on the sofa from 9.30pm to 1230 am ! I didnt even know I dozed off already, argh. I missed my shows :(
yo ! Lost in vectors, shytshyt. I was sick at the wrong time :( Assembly was stupid, the sec 1s are kind of hopeless man. Too scared too shy, not an excuse not to go up the step to take photos. Chinese enrichment was boring, I slept hahahaha. Managed to wake up and finish up my work heh.
Tmr sports day whoo, so happy to take a break from school. Lunch and kbox with peeps, I am ready to sing sing sing :D Sing all my sorrows and stress away, life's been hard.
Nadiah, I'll be there (:
yo. The vouchers is ours wahahaha, but they will only give us $500 though, better than nothing :D Math test damn hardhardhard, lost like 4 marks already? The answers damn weird. Chengyu test was screwed, blame it on amath. Found out that I didnt fail the math test, heh. Nothing much. Mdm wan flared up during FTP, she looked like she want to faint already. Dont know why she so angry for what, its not the first year the guys are like this already. English also scold scold scold, many failed their CA1. Health checkup, the nurse sexually harassed me HAHAHHA. LSP was fun, I can do all the questions. Its been so long since I can do all the questions okay -.-
Bubbletea and lunch with S, N, XF and A. School for cca, we did podcast and my voice changed to mouse and helium effect heh. They took photos, one of them super scandalous luh ! Dont want to say already, all came to see the photo -.- DELETED :D
'cause I can't make you love me, if you don't. Saw this in reader's disgest, the song quite meaningful eh. Go search for I can't make you love me.
HEY!
Today was a funny day heh. Got back math test, keep getting this type of marks, dont know what to do also. I need to improve man. POA test was quite okay, everyone was cheating and asking around but I didnt cheat okay, guai kia here :D Received 2 stickers from ltan, not bad heh. Chem practical, I think we screwed up abit but still okay towards the end but got not enough time. Had the career guidance thingy, I will become duty manager/ singpost branch manager. Totally lol, I want to be accountant/ auditor okayokay.
Left early for the awards, we had the whole coach to ourselves ! 6 of us wahahaha, the bus is ours whoo. Reached there and registered, Fell asleep -.- , the speech was so boring. Saw some funny videos heh, WE WON A SILVER ! Thought it would be only merit, our f-up video actually got a silver seh. We all damn shocked when we saw the slide. Whoo, we won like $700 best vouchers, $3500 iClone workshop vouchers and one set of the softwares thingy, worth $500+? The school maybe dont wanna give us the $700 vouchers luh, must protest ! We only used like 70+ for the video and won so much eh, give us the money ~
Maybe you changed, althought you didnt tell me the answer. However, I am sure to say that I will not change, not the past, not now, not in the near future. I know it would be kind of impossible but I wish to hold on. Friends heheheheh
School was fine heh. Chengyu test was postponed, wth. I studied seh, heard from kenny that joejoe sprained his waist. Funny. Physics was next, yes. 9.8 marks for moodle quiz :D, lucky didnt attempt twice, some people had problems with their marks. Charlene distracted me during math ! lol, I was seducing serene HAHAHA, not les not les :P Geo was okay, we have new tys homework again, 13 questions with many many parts, due next next week. &shes going to return us the books next mon -.- Stresssss. Chem test during lsp, the relief teacher's face look so qian bia. Many copied, obviously, is 4E3 leh ! Test was hardhardhard. argh, hope I can still go to miss lim's class.
Trying to make myself smile and laugh again with those funny acts. Do I have a choice?
Tuition today, was daydreaming and she thought what happened, keep asking me if I shi lian -.- It rained heavily and lightning/thunder strikes- BOOM the whole house became black, manymany times. Left around 6 'cause she say raining, all stay back and do more math.
I think thats for me to see right? I know its over, same for me too. I'm trying, seriously. But we can stay as friends right? No need for all this.
CLASS PHOTO ! whoo
WE WERE SUPPOSED TO MAKE UNGLAM FACES, SEEMS LIKE I AM THE WINNER HAHAHA. I know its ugly lah but I dont care whoo
This shows how lousy I was in the first round HAHAHA
