Everywhere I Go - Katharine McPheeIt's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly, silly me
I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving into promises
I never should have gone for
I should have never longed for you no matter how hard it gets
And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you
[CHORUS:]
'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore
If you had only told me how you really felt
I could've put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinking that was where I was supposed to be
Silly, silly me
But there was something about you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for (stood for)
Knowing you're no good for me
That's the way it is
And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you
[CHORUS:]
'Cause everywhere I go ('Cause everywhere I go)
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
I want you out of my head
So it annoys me
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore
I tell myself
Get over you
It's so the right
Right thing to do
And just when I
Thought I was done
You pulled me in
For another run
I can't take this
I won't take this
I can't do this
I won't do it
Even if I know in the end somehow
It always comes back to you
[CHORUS:]
'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore
[CHORUS:]
(Everywhere)
'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore
[CHORUS:]
(Everywhere)
'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me (Oh, it annoys me)
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me (to come and tell me)
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore
HEY
Family day today hoho. Went clarke quay and orchard ion. Bought lots of jap food at both places. Ramen for dinner at ion ^^ We watched 2012 today, the crowd damn enthu. Keep clapping during the movie. Great movie I would say (: They are going overseas tmr, again without me. Tsktsk work gonna start soon!! Money come money come ~~
Charlotte gonna ask leon to come with us to hk. So long didnt see him already, like 4 years?! HAHA so long already lo, he funny hacker lol. Hope he can go cause maybe cant chhange the ticket or something. Pray hard (:
2012 taught me some things. If we all gonna die so soon, would you go do something that you previously dont dare to do? I kept thinking about it in the cinema. Would I have the courage to say those words to you ? I hoped you will say those words to me first but I guess thats impossible already. You seems to move on already. I seems to be so fickle minded, hate it sia -.-
I kept hoping that things would go back to that day, the day when you told me.
its 1:51 am right now and I am sosososo bored. Nothing to do online, guess I'm going to sleep soon. Went to tke passport size photo today, the old man totally !!! I did what he said and he complained to my dad all kind of bullshyt. ZZZ Went to grandmother's , ate home cooked meal, so long never eat already ^^ Went home and waited for xf.
Went out around 8? Met xf and simyi at bus stop and we went to bowl with the guys. Kinda boring cause most of them didnt want to continue the fun. Decided to hang around tp. Seriously very sian, ended up played arcade and we went home. Wanted to play badminton but the lights off, I dont know also.
Holidays damn boring. Humans are funny in a way. When its school, we want holidays to come quickly. Now its months of holidays, we want school back. Sigh, irony indeed. I wanna work and hope it doesnt clash with my studies :X Really wanna earn money!! Been spending non stop zzz, spent around $200 in a week -.- all my money flyyyyyyy
Guess its the end, lets just be good friends? All the mixed signals are making me crazy. I no longer want to guess, no longer want to struggle. I WANT TO BE HAPPY AND FREE! I guess you cant give me all that, can you?
FOUND A JOB (:
Like finally, but my dad like not happy with it. Maybe cause I gonna start school real soon. Think I gonna work part time during that period and work full time again for my 5 weeks holidays. Really excited to work, especially with friends (: Finally everything's settled. Going shopping on sunday with clumclum before work, yay. Have my eyes on something, gonna get it ! Bought a pair of shoes for work, but seems to be a pity cause I gonna quit after a day. lol nvm, experience (:
I think I fell again. Silly, I know. The feeling gone and came back so quickly. I dont know how to react but I know its not a good timing right now. Its all weird now and we dont sms like we used to before. I dont know what happened, would like to know your answer?
HELLO
just came back from clique chalet. Quite fun but the last night was kinda ruined by our sleep :X We watched paranormal activity in the chalet, freaked out :X I kept thinking about the scenes inside even when I came home. Damn scary luh, its a simple show but it just freaks people out. Will be finding for that particular scene then all of us watch it together. Too scared to watch it alone. Glad to know that both of them never really die. We gonna have a picnic soon ! YAY! I spent a lot of money on this chalet :X heart pain leh, all my money fly when I haven earned any yet. Please call me please call me, every job I have applied lol.
Came to know of some stuff and I think I'm finally over it. It amazes me how fast I got over it this time. I dont know why are you behaving like this suddenly and you dont even want to tell me even when I already asked you. Its quite childish anyway. Are you going to let our friendship go down the drain like this? If thats what you want then I have nothing to say. Nice knowing you too.
NG CHIN WEN, PLEASE RECOVER FAST FAST OKAY. STILL HOPE TO GO WITH YOU TO HK ! PLEASE GET WELL ASAP !
FUCKED UP
I cannot stand it much longer, broke down
I dont even know why I'm behaving like this
Insecurities killed me
Maybe they are right, its just not suitable
Let me be free, although it will be hard
Goodbye, my love
Tills someday you make me happy again
frustrated jealous sad disappointed
what can I do? what can I say?
Maybe you're having second thoughts
I thought people say when you fall in love, you should be happy?
All these days, its either very happy or very sad
I dont know, maybe I'm giving up.
Maybe you are another him, idk
I still do, I still like you
HEYHEYHEY
today's a happy day, END OF O LEVELS :D Realised that I have been blogging everyday, blogging passion is back. ^^ The paper was kinda hard, much much harder than prelim I guess. Nvm, whats over is over, look forward to the future. We shall enjoy enjoy work work play play now :D HERE I COME, 6 MONTHS HOLIDAY :D
By the way, I created a tumblr, pretty cool to reblog stuff. Its all my feelings there. Go take a look,
www.alienband.tumblr.com :D
why you so weirdddddddddd but I still like you
HEY
LAST DAY OF O LEVELS TMR! good good, 2/3 weeks of exams, I'm glad I pulled it through. Just hope results are up to expectation, B3 for english please please please. Lets all hope for the best. Gonna start on thursday , I think its briefing only though. So glad to find a job already, all thanks to jo. However, if we starting work on thursday, gonna miss my date with my fav girls, sorry :X We are supposed to go see *samantha* HAHAHA. Guess there's still next time, tell me what you guys have discussed okay? ^^ miss you all much much.
My bestfriend is a happy boy again, last long okay ! ^^ Looking forward to going the same school as you and thanks for the tour you gonna give me soon. Hang out soon and give me my long overdue present hehehe.
I think I'm falling hard for you, will you be there to catch me?
I AM GOING TO BE HAPPY
HEY
Badminton, bball, bowling and dinner with relatives today. Not bad but came to know of somethings that spoiled my mood. I dont know luh, friends wouldnt do that to you I guess. Aiya I dont care already, I should have known. Few more months I can just let it go, sick and tired of all the dramas and lying. Hate people to lie to me, worse still, I knew the truth and you still lie to me . Like wth. Spoil my mood the whole day. Aiya whatever lah. You dont treat me nicely, I wont do the same thing too. True friends are hard to find, I'm glad theres still some of them always there for me.
so many things, I'm so tired of moving on
HEY
Blogger looks weird, idk why. Went out with mum ytd, she bought lots of stuff. I bought stuff for hk and water bottle ^^ Apparently the bus full of indians, it smelled like briyani to me :X Not so bad, I guess. We had seoul garden, she wanted to eat it. Eat until I want vomit :X Today's gonna be a good day, I hope. Exercise is good for health ^^
hmm the thing I have been hoping to see for months have happened. Idk how to feel, maybe there's one more chance. I dont want to ruin it again, its so hard getting our friendship back on track. I dont want to spoil all the fun now. I hope you cheer up ! Old dont go, new dont come HAHA.
HELLO
Rotted at home today :X watch alot alot teevee, no life. Wondering if I should play real maple with my classmates not, like level up damn slow and my account's naked now. See my mood ^^ Just now discussed hk trip with my love ( who broke my heart into a million pieces ): ) , damn damn excited. We have decided to go disneyland and ocean park :D We gonna go shopping ! Shopping is the main thing man. We gonna have chicky and amanda to bring us around too ^^ Damn happy, haven been so happy for so long. They are the best ^^ so excited so excited !! Except the fact that my love broke my heart, I AM SO SAD ):
my best friend gave me good advice yesterday night, wonder if what he say will come true. I hope not, really want it to work out.
HELLO
O levels is gonna be over ! One more paper, hope I can ace it ! It ends sooner than I have expected, not a bad experience. Its the bell curve that would make all of nervous! Whats done cannot be undone so just let it be. Pray for good results! Have to find a job SOON, hope can find one and maybe work for 2/3 months. Its less than one month to my hk trip with the girls, EXCITED ! I want to go disneyland and go haunted house HAHAHA. I missed out on halloween this year ): There's gonna be a clique chalet and maybe class chalet. Its gonna be 17 18 19 20 nov HAHAHA. All link together, so cool.
Lots have been happening, Idk how should I feel about it. Mood seems to be in a rollar coaster everyday. Idk how you feel now, it feels like you have a hold on me now. Hope everything gonna be alright, cheer up !
Every girl has that one boy, that they’ll never get over. That one guy who makes you laugh all the time. The one who gives you butterflies just when someone mentions his name. That one who remembers all the stupid things you say and reminds you about it months from now. The one who has his name written all over your heart. The one whom you compare to everyone. The one you never get sick of talking or hearing about. The one you cry over and over about. The one everyone thinks you can do better than. The one you ask why her and not me. The one when you first saw him you knew you loved him. The one that in some way ends up not being yours.
runawaytrain.tumblr.com
sometimes I wonder, if you are getting bored. I'm just wondering. I wonder if you will be..
Fcuk, why am I behaving like this again. I promised myself, nothing is going to stop me from being happy. Stop this!
