HELLO!
School was alright with only LMS (: Got released half hour earlier! Went to find them at makan place and I bought bmgt tb. I love cheap and good stuff! hehehe. Some went for lessons while me, gekheong and dexter went to Attic! We found our old videos and its was damn hilarious. We were laughing very loudly tsk. Went off with SP peeps to j8! Met 4e3'09, well some of them. It was damn awesome. We ate pizzahut, drumlet my fav ! We laughed, we chat and we camwhored! HEHE
Went to mac to meet cin then we took more pictures (: We were too loud I guess and people were staring at us :X The freako guy keep looking at us and smile ._. So we went off (: I went back to school! Now I'm at the loft and just abck from supper hehe. Fattening but I like it! Chats were damn funny. HAHA. Shall praise the president of pawssionate for treating us melts and ice cream ! HEHE stalker !
I’m moving on. No more waiting. No more hurt. If you wanted me you could’ve had me, but you didn’t. You blew your chance. Now, I hope you’re happy living your life wondering “What if you took your chances with me?” cause I’m no longer here. I’m no longer waiting.
Byebye (:
HELLO!
Woke up like 9+, cause of phone call. Went back to sleep (: Slept till 12+ and i went to bathe. Went to swensens with mum hehe. Was super full. The toilet there is damn gross, never want to go back there again. Nothing much so we went home first. Watched tv and i went to meet bffs ! (:
Acompanied Charlotte to buy koi. Her drink sucks ttm. Super sour, yucks. She threw it away soon after hahaha. Ate dintaifung, not bad but I was super full ;o They ran to esplande while ncw and me brisk walked there. Super tiring. But when we got there, it was the wrong place! So we cabbed down to national library. Thought we gonna get barred from entering but we are early HAHA. The family who is also in the lift with us, laughed at us ;o
Animal Farm was awesome! Quite funny and ridiculous tsktsk. Charlotte's dad fetched us home (: He's damn awesome HAHAHA
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I’d do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that’s sad)
Lectures and tutorial questions have been draining my energy and brain cells. I dont like it, I want NPP back so badly ): I guess it would be the most awesome period of my life in NP. Now, its so much stress. Stress by seeing others working so hard, its just so competitive. I never like to compete with others but its just so stressful seeing them study while I slack. Guess its time for me to study real hard for the next 3 years. What to do, in such an awesome course? HAHA
guess I'm slowly falling , should I be happy about it? Talking to you seems to make my mood good (:
my eyes are closing and my heart is feeling empty. This is not a good sign.
Depression is so close to addiction. It becomes easier to feel bad than happy. Being happy is hot water on cold toes. It’s harder to be happy because it requires effort and going out of our way. Being upset is easy because it’s the norm. It’s almost a comfort. And it is hell too. It doesn’t feel good. But still. It’s easier than being happy.
I just realised, not you broke mine, you totally broke hers too. Now, yours is being broken? Are we supposed to feel happy now? Sigh. But at least she had you for a period, I didnt have anything.
HELLO!
School reopen! ! 1 week seems to pass super fast. Anyway, only needa attend lectures this week so this kind of slack. Woke up at 630 ): Massive jam but managed to reach on time! So we tried to print notes but system not ready or something. LT38 for MAEC. Not so bad, we webcammed, facebooked and msned! HAHA Didnt really understand what he taught though :X Chionged for prestige card and npsu shirt! HAHA got them (Y) wc must be a super slow poke to not get the card last year HEHE
Had lunch at alunmi and we went to cca fiesta. I really like baracuda! Hope I can get in, please please. Signed up for alot of ccas HAHA. Hope they will be fun! INFA lecture next, kind of boring and she is veryvery crappy. After that, went to collect goodie bag and tried to hand in my forms :X Couldnt find the place so nvm! Went home whoo. One day can go home with jd hehe, today too late HAHA
Kind of irritated with some stuff, some people.
For my bestfriend, copye!
New emo person , but I don't want you to be emo! I know you are sad over some stuff but remember, life moves on. Better live your life happily than sadly right? (: You will find better people, the right ones for you. Its all fated right, so it might be a plus point rather than a minus point. You cannot say you try to be happy, you must be happy alright ! I'm really bad at words :X So I shall not type much also. Just remember, even if no one is there for you anymore or you need a listening ear or just anything, I will be there to share your joy and woes (:
sasa (:
HELLO!
Went to school to lepak and buy textbooks. Kind of regret already, sigh. I left with GH at 2 to go back to beatty! They say I looked like ite student HAHA, got see so smart one before? omg so bhb :X Anyway, we went to rehearse and stuff like that. Got the gown, damn big hehe. I think its very cool. We are the only ones with the gowns and we definitely looked important (:
So, finally it started. Nic said his speech, cool (: He got alot of awards and alot of money o.o I so jealous hehehe. Went for reception and went to meet xf and nadiah with jolyn and simyi. Went to jolyn's house, I so full o.o With the jap stuff and lots and lots of water lol. Went home around 10+
Jolyn faster upload photos hehee.
hey
shopping today, for dexter only (: Met up with busboy's gf first cause dexter overslept! Went to meet tzezi and donated to her tin. Should have more coins to donate :X Went back and met up with dexter. We had chippy! Nice, I like it heh. We went funan, peninsula and bugis to shop. Not very fruitful, I would say. There's always next time. They, as in dexter joel busboy's wife, ate pastamania while I looked on lol.
Went to met mum for dinner. Hogs Breath! I like ^^ After that, we went to eat cinnamon melts, like it alot ^^ She's gonna buy for me tmr again! I'm a purple pig, idc (:
self esteem at a new low. Don't know why but I feel this way. Maybe its cause I met him ytd and all those memories came back. We used to be so strong and its mutual,, but one meeting destroyed it all. We didnt talk anymore. Idk whats wrong with me, why cant I just hold up a convo with the ones I really adore? Kbox songs make it worse for me to endure. Its hard, so hard to let it all go away.
HELLO!
W01 outing ! We all met at vivo first then went to have mac lunch (: Unglam ttm with those photos, used to it already :X So we decided to go to marina square ! For bowling and kbox (: But in the end, we splited into 2 groups. One went for bowling, one went for kbox! I went to kbox hehehe, with dexter, gekheong, jingning, yiling and yiying ! Fun ttm, we sang alot of songs but I think not enough sia. 3 hours too short ! At the back part when 3 hours is almost out, we just sing one line and skip to the next song HAHA. EJECT AH EH AH EH EJECT AH EH! WHOO OUR CHEERS ROCKS.
Soooo, some went home. We went shopping HAHA. JD came, without my taiwan snacks ): SAD TTM! So nvm, we went to have dinner while he went dinner with his friend. Met up again for some stuff. Went home !
Tmr going out again (Y) then lepak at school on friday whoo
HEY!
Last week of holidays, actually its my true first week of holidays for this 6months. Nvm, I think its quite fulfiling :D I LOVE DPA! Its opened alot more new stuff for me to experience and join. Whoo Dpa for life.
Today went to exercise with xf. Heh I think we damn fail. We never run :X Walk only, but for 1hr + sia. &we went until SAJC, not bad. I like, next time again ? :D
Nothing much, I plan to enjoy my holidays :D
I miss October'09 , I really do.
HEY
BAOC just ended ! First day was super boring, I was high but freshies wasnt high at all. Second day, things got muchmuch better! Maybe cause not all came then only those who wanna have fun came HAHA. Just kidding. So we played games, alot of games. I like it alot, especially we so cool, keep spamming cheers. Although we are outnumbered but our cheers are one of the loudest ^^ Proud of my freshies (:
Today is the last day. Although we didnt win best performance and empire but we did well! Our performance was super super good, the lecturers didnt like it thats why we didnt win ): We should have won, everyone cheered for the king ^^ Our cheers were super good, thats what I think (: Anyway, we had fun. That matters the most, right? ^^
FUCK OFF BITCH, I HATE YOU ALOTTTTTTTTTTT
HELLO
BAOC IS TMR. I hope all these weeks of preparation really will pay off! Overall, I think it was really fun. We practised to hard and cheered like crazy. Especially the chaota cheer, thats really memorable. We even came out with the hongster cheer! Hehehe.
Sooo, today I became a pig AGAIN. HAHA Its the same everyday though, urgh.
Why put people as your choice when you are just their options? Learnt this today!
HELLO
I need to exerciseeeeeee, I hope it wont rain tonight or something. Maybe can go play badminton with shorty :D Seriously in need of exercise, getting fatter and fatter by the sec HAHA. Kind of sick these few days, me dont like.
Aiya I'm so bored right now. BYEBYE lol
Texting the person next to you stuff you cant say out loud.
Saw this on fb, brought back memories from last year. Oh how I remember, this ruined us.
HEY
Sooo, nothing much to post actually. Went out with clique just now to marina sq (: Had fun talking and laughing. Slutty was being her own slutty self again keke. Really laughed alot, until I stomach pain. Hope to go out again soon!
I'm excited for BAOC as my group is really the awesomest! whoo
