终于想通了 :>
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you know sometimes you're afraid to make conversations with some people because you feel you will be judged. Yep, its happening to me right now and it sucks :< Scared of being judged, scared of being shot down. Scared that things will not be the same as before. I need to overcome this obstacle.
I know I'm too mean but I can't help it. Hope this is only a phase and it will be like before. If you read this, I'm really sorry. I don't mean to treat you like this, it just.. i don't even know how to explain this feeling.
Quite bored of playing. Not really my kind of things I guess.
Elearning week this week but no! Workload is probably twice as much as normal school days. But I will be able to screw my body clock once again. This time round, maybe my liver as well.
In school now to do ideawerkz and fit project. haiz keith so chiong so crazy, hope I won't be burden again!! Drinking tonight again since parents' out of town. Bad habit bad habit but the feeling is so good. lol bad.
This time, it will be a secret. A secret between us.
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So bored in COST lecture right now. I don't even know what she's talking about most of the time. I don't even know why I bothered to wake up so early to come here. Such a screwed up module with a screwed up lecturer and a screwed up tutor.
Time passes so quickly its scary. 3 more weeks and its the common tests. Like woah, we just barely started school! I haven't really got into the whole school mood, which is really bad. No motivation to do anything school related whatsoever. I hope I'll survive the elearning week first though.
Quite excited for the OIP gathering this coming wednesday. Really hope to see everyone again :>
I'm sorry but what else can I do? I chose friends back then and I would do the same now.
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Heyy
Everything is kind of settled now! Relieved though I'm so tired. Lack of sleep. I hope everything will be worth it in the end.
I really miss how things were in the past. I know we can never get it back anymore.
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This week has been a rollercoaster ride.
Monday to Wednesday was good then it just went downhill.
No school on monday and tuesday. Had picnic at marina barrage with the oip people. It was damn good to see almost everyone of them together again. How I know time just stop there and we could be like how we were in xiamen. Guess I had too much fun that day, thursday and friday just couldn't measure up.
Realised I am lagging behind on a lot of stuff, be it studies/cca/friends/other commitment. Its like I am detached from all of this. I'm afraid.
Studies, internship choices, BAShine, Ideawerkz, OMF interview. I hope I can juggle all of them well. If only.