Right now in IFA lecture and seriously just turned off once he start talking.
School has been not bad I guess. Three days into the new term and it has already been a roller coaster ride. Getting back CT results, I'm not sure whether I should be happy or sad.
We were talking about how come getting good results is like a bad thing now. Its like we are afraid of getting good results, afraid of how others will tease/laugh at us. We were also talking bout how our friends will be v happy of us when we get good results in secondary school, but not now. Well, I guess poly is really competitive. Everyone want the others to score lesser than himself/herself. Everyone wants to be the top scorer. Me too, I mean who don't want to score well? But we should be genuinely happy for our friends when they score well. We shouldn't laugh at them and come up with hurtful remarks like "you mugger la.", "stop studying la, you so smart".
I mean yes, we might laugh along sometimes, but it hurts when we realise you're not happy that we scored well.
Yup. That's all, I should be listening now.
Don't assume that I'm talking about anyone, I'm talking bout this issue in general, just a thought after chatting with my friends.
P.s Very proud of Shu Ting for her results! Haha! Keep it up \m/
Really hope that everyone can score well :>
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Just wanna talk about the awesome fundraising event :> It was a success!
I met up with AiZhen at HP first at 9am. I reached at 830 cause I don't wanna be late. Anyway, we should have went later ._. The IC was late. I guess its kind of irresponsible? Cause it actually delayed the whole event and he got almost 40 people waiting for him alone. Anyway! We went dowsn to pasir ris to meet the rest! And it started raining :< Luckily it stopped after a while and we went to collect the stuff! Sadly, due to the delay, the karang guni guy actually stole the stuff that the residents prepared for us. Sighh.
Some residents were really nice though, one actually wrapped up the whole box nicely and even labelled it for us! One gave us more than 50 books, which is like her private library. Those books are not cheap you know, all were about business and stuff. Nice people are really \m/ Very heartwarming to see them wanting to help out.
Had fun with the volunteers :> Especially when we had to squeeze into the truck with the donations inside already, it was madness lolol. Ann, Eddy and me ate canadian pizza while the rest ate mac #likeaboss Had a mini belated birthday celebration for aizhen as well :>
The whole thing ended around 4 and we went to jurong to sell the stuff. We were so fascinated about the place. There were hundreds huge cubes of papers hahaha. A little disappointed and we feel kind of cheated. Ohwell, at least we learned a lesson. Got to come up with more ways to solve this problem!
For me personally, its not about the amount of money raised, its about the experience gained, the new friends made, to have fun and lastly and most importantly, this money can help the needys and put a smile on their faces.
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Tonight was great with the team. Steamboat for dinner (y) I guess it's more like a ranting session for leon haha! and a feast for shuting and me! Okay, they claimed that I eat a lot :< seriously la, I'm damn fat now. It's like I just complained about my size the other night then tonight I ate steamboat HAHAHA so stupid. I wish for more dinner dates like this, even with all our busy schedules :< Really glad to have met them both :>
I couldn't sleep last night cause of some reasons. Reality really hit me hard in the face and in the heart as well. It's like millions of knives stabbing my heart at the same time, so painful too painful. But I'm slowly accepting the fact and hopefully I will be good soon. I'm always fine soon after finding out such stuff.
You know the feeling you feel when you see something you don't want to see?
Yep, that's what I'm feeling right now.
for teaching me how to let go.
Heyy
I'm waiting for dinner to come, apparently we need to wait for 30mins. Ohwell, good food is always worth it :>
Had the publicity part of BAShine's fundraising todayyyy! Woke up sososo early and I had mac breakfast deluxe first kekeke. Went around giving out flyers and stuff. Ended around 3plus! Only reached home around 5plus #madness why is pasir ris so farrrrrrr. Slept all the way home though heh. Bathed and headed out again :>
I'm like #forevertired but I'm loving what I'm doing now, except for schoolwork. How I wish poly is just about camps and events. Its never gonna happen.
Ohyeah, there's one year3 girl who went along today and she is damn zai. GPA of 3.95 :O and she's currently interning at ernst and young. Hope to be like her!!
I want to thank you for everything.
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Time: 3:18am
Heyyy!
I had fun today :>
Went to school for EAA presentation. Although I screwed up my individual part, I can see that she's quite impressed with our financial model hehehe. Good job to both of us and I hope we can keep it up! Went back home to grab some stuff before returning back to school for BAShine's first event, NUS Visit! It was really good, for me at least. Came to know more about university stuff and NUS campus. The COP for NUS this year is 3.81 for ACC, cannot imagine what will it be when I'm in year3 #thehorror
The visit ended around 5pm and I went off to find clique :> Had DTF for dinner and awfully chocolate ice cream for dessert :> Walked around and we sat down to take lots and lots of photos. Really enjoyed myself, hope there's more gatherings like this!
we are not your backup plan. I'm so disappointed in you, never thought that you would turn out like this. You do not ask others out after you have agreed to go out with us THEN ditched us for them, even if that guy is your boyf whatsoever. To think I always put friends first. To think that I lost him partly cause of friends. This is what I get. Disappointed.
It all started with you, and the way you acted like you were all nice and good and perfect. And honestly, I don’t think you meant to hurt me the way you did, the way you keep hurting me still. I never thought that these sorts of situations could actually arise out of honest mistakes, but this has. But that doesn’t excuse why you kept doing it. Why one day you can act so sweet and wonderful and hug and kiss me and make me feel wonderful, and then you dash them the next by not talking to me for weeks. I was able to deal with it at first, but now I’ve been knocked down too many times to deal with this. This has all gotten too toxic for me. All I ever wanted in the first place was just a confirmation that you wouldn’t totally fuck me over, but you couldn’t do that. But it doesn’t matter in the end, because you have. Because of these things that you did, I am never going to be able to look at relationships the same. There will always be this little flame of being unsure alive in my chest because of the way you have used me, and I absolutely hate you for this because I shouldn’t have to be like this yet.
I’ve been tossing and turning for two hours and sleep still hasn’t taken me. I could go back to pretending you’re here or I’m there. The night is the best time for those imaginary scenerios. You would be the big spoon of course. Tell each other all about our days. I would rub your back while you told me a bedtime story or sang. There would be an eskimo kiss before falling asleep fingers intertwined. I might wake up first and be a creep and watch you sleep before I go and make you pancakes for breakfast. You will never be here though and I will never be there. I sure can pretend though while I fall asleep to your playlist.
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Heyyy
Today is such a lazy day and I'm loving it :> Been a long time since I can do nothing at all. Heh but sadly, the work will come in tomorrow again, starting from EAA presentation. #sadlifeissad
Went for BA Appreciation camp from monday and I left yesterday night :> It was a blast! Although there are only two Y2s in the group, but its nice knowing the freshies. Games were fun and we went sentosa too! Learned how to dance Hoot too! Hehehe. We are Gryffindor say we are Gryffindor! (y)
I really like to cheer HEHEHE
BAShine's first event tomorrow! Can't wait! :> let's do it!
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Time: 4:54am
I'm hungry.
Anyway, shall talk bout after-CTs- activities! :> Wanna write it down here so I can read back and reminisces, like how I like to read my old posts sometimes.
Thursday was picnic with awesome of 10! Was late but not the latest! :> I almost died while walking from the mrt to esplandade ._. I was holding on to my laptop, phone, itouch and 2 bottles of 1.5L drinks. My arms almost broke hahaha. Had a pretty fun time playing the childhood games! Yiying had to do some forfeits which were funny max. Oh, I needa upload the videos soon! After the picnic, some went home so junze joel dexter and me went to watch hangover2! It was vvvv funny and sick! hahaha, I think I laughed throughout the movie, you guys should go watch it! :>
After that, I went to MBS to meet shuting, huixin, shimin, joshua and yacob for stayover! :> The view is pretty amazing. Watched insidious and it wasn't even scary ._. Was so disappointed. Wanna go there one day for stayover with the BFFs <3
Friday was movie with cgpz and chompchomp for dinner with BFFs! :> Waited sososo long for the #foreverlate cgpz. Haha but she is forgiven cause she treated me to popcorn! ^^ Watched kungfu panda 2! Quite funny and Baby Po is so cuteeeeeeeee. After which we went to the IT fair to get portable chargers! Walked out quite long I guess, saw a lot of friends working there :> Did not buy anything in the end ._.
Rushed off to Nex to meet ncw and chicky! Went to chompchomp to eat! We ordered a lot, like seriously a lot. The three girls beside our table were talking about us, probably the amount of food we ate lol. They only ordered 3 dishes while we ordered like 9 dishes!! We must have consumed like 4000+ calories that night HAHAHA. It's okay though, I enjoyed myself :) Shall go there again soon, with charlotte and winnie along!
Went out with hongzxc, junze, jianhao and nobel today. Had awesome ramen for dinner and we went to scape for flea! Got my portable charger :> Went to support yuhan's event at scape! Really had fun laughing with jianhao and kelly for the whole event hahaha. Went home after the event ended.
Alright, I guess its time for me to sleep now :> Goodnight all!
I once promised someone that I would post this here. However, I'm changing the answers cause things changed but i would still put it as 2010.
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: plain water
2. Last phone call: Jian Hao
3. Last text message: I'm lazy to check.
4. Last song you listened to: Breakthrough
5. Last time you cried: I guess its a few nights before.
HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: yeah.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: not really.
9. Lost someone special: Yeah.
10. Been depressed: uh huh
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope, I don't drink much.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Purple
13. Red
14. Blue
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: manymanymany!
16. Fallen out of love: yeah :<
17. Laughed until you cried: yeah, with my friends, always!
18. Met someone who changed you: uh huh
19. Found out who your true friends were: kind of.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: nope.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: mostly.
23. How many kids do you want to have: 1
24. Do you have any pets: Nah, but my house is filled with them ._.
25. Do you want to change your name: change the last word, everyone is confused with it ;o
26. What did you do for your last birthday: With everyone I love. It was a great 17th for me :)
27. What time did you wake up today: 2.30pm!! :O
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching grey's anatomy and just thinking thinking thinking
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Xiamen! :>
30. Last time you saw your mum: just now.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: too many to list. Oh well, my life is full of regrets.
32. What are you listening to right now: keyboard sound
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I love Tom.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Something that I can't control or stop.
35. Most visited webpage: Twitter I guess.
36. What's your real name: Marissa Lim Li Jing
37. Nicknames: masa, maris, maomao, mar,mao^2,hairy, mari, mali, emomali .___.
38. Relationship Status: single and married with my wifey <3
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo.
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary: Marymount Convent School
42. Middle School: Beatt Secondary School
43. High school/college?: Ngee Ann Polytechnic
44. Hair colour: Black
46. Height: 160cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: not really
48: What do you like about yourself?: i paint a smile on my face for everyone.
49. Piercings: ears
50. Tattoos: soon soon.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: not yet, but Idw any.
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: some girl called emily in primary 1.
55. First sport you joined: skipping.
56. First vacation: thailand.
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nope
60. Drinking: Drinking my saliva
61. I'm about to: scratch my legs, so many mosquitoe bites ._.
62. Listening to: keyboard sounds
63. Waiting on: someone who will never come back anymore.
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yes.
65. Get Married?: maybe.
66. Career?: Auditor/poa teacher/accountant
WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Can I have both? :>
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older or same age
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both I also want.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No
77. Drank hard liquor: Yup.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: nope.
79. Sex on first date: NO
80. Broken someone's heart: yeah.
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yeah
84. Cried when someone died: uh huh.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: sometimes.
87. Miracles: maybe.
88. Love at first sight: Yes
89. Heaven: Yes
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe, if the feeling's right, why not?
92. Angels: Yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today?: Yeah
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No
97. If you could go back in time: I want to come back to the time where there was me and you.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it?: yeah, May 24th.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes, very.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Yes, of course!
So much has changed..
HEYYYY!
Today marks the end of CTs :> Happygal93!! :> FMGT was pretty alright and I left early again. Can't stand the anxiety that I faced while staring at the time lolol. Met up with sec2 clique and we went to eat DTF. XLBs om nomnomnomnom. After which we went redmango to have awesome yogurt and to catch up! Pretty good day :) Love days like this.
Picnic with awesome of 10 later and stayover at mbs afterwards! LIFE IS GOOD :>
Awesome XLBs, xlb buffet for next outing \m/
Hope you like your presents! <3
Hah poorboi93 here, he had to type in the korean words one by one into his phone to translate them!
<3
HER DOUBLECHIN IS PRETTY EPIC HERE HAHAHA
Red Mango hiakhiakhiak
PEACE OUT \M/
NYANNYANNYANNYANNYAN
Hi.
Tomorrow marks the end of my third CT week in NP. Sigh so stressful like what only. Especially when your friends are all so hardworking and smart. Bleh.
Been wanting alone time these few days or rather weeks O.O to be honest, I'm scared of this. I don't feel like making conversations with people and this sucks. Maybe I'm scared that I'm too boring or something. Sigh. Need to overcome this and be more interesting or something so that people won't get bored of me ._. ._. #failmari
Ahhhhh its FMGT tomorrow and I'm still at the second page. If I screw up fmgt such like how I screwed audit today, imma cry ._.
On a brighter note, gonna meet my friends tomorrow! :> :> something to look forward to nyannyannyannyan
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Just finished CLSP test and I'm heading to library to study.
Can't help but to miss those days where you will accompany me to school for CTs and bring along your school jacket for me cause you're worried it will get very cold. You will wait for me to finish the tests and we will head out to study together. Those were the days.
Okay, let's studyyyyyyy!
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