ITB AND BSTATS ARE OVER!
No comment about this two papers cause I don't really care about my mistakes. Which is bad but also good cause I won't dwell on it and spoil my whole day!
Yeah, after ITB, went to DPA'11 BBQ at the loft! ^^ It was raining though so the food was brought back to the loft to cook in the microwave. My sperry got wet T.T Played chubby bunny and I won ^^ Fairuz ate 14 which is like O.O Stayed over and didn't managed to study a lot. Played and laughed a lot, like until cmi those kind hahaha. Damn funny srsly, slept at 5+ !
Woke up at 730 and went off for BSTATS. Totally sleep-deprived. Paper was fine I guess. Off to lib to find my freshies and we play mindfuck games!! I got all of them except for one T.T Which they refused to tell me!! Fairuz sang for us ^^ So niceeeeeeeee. Went off to YJ for some carnival thingy and the dance thing was so funny!! Ajisen for dinner and home :>
I survived nearly 24hrs with 2hours sleep!
INSENSITIVE. WTH
I freaking hate ITB. Want to cry while studying it ): ): Why is it so tough for those info to stay in my head?
Never the one who is good in IT :<
Youtube and tetris battle is the ultimate distractions, seriously. Got touched by a song today, cried like wth.
Just saw JianHao's blog. What can I say? I can understand that feeling. Happens to me most of the time too. Hurts so badly when someone you really love/like doesn't return those feelings you have for them. That's life and we don't have a say in that. We cannot do anything except to wait for the right one to come along. Cheer up dude :)
currently in the library trying to get some ITB into my brain, but its not working. Been playing tetris battle and watching GA. Fail ttm. Oh well, at least I wont fall asleep or something.
Do we really need to learn all this? how optical fiber cables helps us to connect computers? wtf srsly. Moreover, starting from next sem, there won't be any more exams for itb ._.
sucks to be me
GOOD NEWS CAME IN LAST NIGHT. HAPPY TTM
Time: 12:42am
I am so dead, so dead. I didn't study for the whole of last day. I'm serious.
so dead.
Time: 1:51am
Hmm, i don't know what to write here but I just want to blog.
Life, what is it exactly?
I can't handle life, i guess.
Been let down too much, by so many people.
I don't know what to expect anymore.
Maybe I should just give up on life, like how it gave up on me long ago.
I like you.
So, ask me, ask me if you feel the same, too.
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Okay luh, I'm moving on, for good. Soon, very very soon k!
I can do this.
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Don't fucking lie to me.
Now, I found out the truth.
&I'm damn pissed.
What the hell.
I'm thinking about you. Thinking about me. Thinking about us. What we gonna be.
I miss you.
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Time: 1:35am
I had a great day, I guess. Thanks :)
Time: 1:45am
WHAT DAY IS IT? ITS VALENTINE'S DAYYYYY!
I love you all, my friends and family! This is a dedication to those who have stood by me all this while. I know I don't express myself much, especially those mushy stuff but I do love all of you, every single one of you. Be it BFFs, clique, awesome of 10, sec2 clique, dpa'10 and dpa'11, last but not least my bestfriend out there.
I'm going on a date later, with my friend. I hope it would be good. Hope it would be fun!
but I'm ugly that I can't even stand to see myself in the mirror. Oh God, why my face like that?!?!
it's a painful realisation.
Hugs
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First dates are very scary, to me at least. It could be the turning point. I'm scared that it would be awkward, with not many topics to chat about. That's what I don't like.
Really, I'm scared of first dates!!
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Currently studying at coffee bean alone.
I like this peace. Just me and my music. Can't get this often.
Lots of flashbacks when I'm alone though. Heart is aching. Those memories which once made me the happiest now makes me the saddest. Oh, the irony. But we have to move on. We have to move on to find a better one.
Just when I was talking to R yesterday. Its kinda true when she says that although there are better ones, but there's no chemistry. Well, applies to both of us and I believe many others as well.
We want those who don't want us and we don't want those who want us. Irony once again.
I hope my 2011 person is good.
I wish everyone out there well.
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things happened.
Heartache. I hope this would never happen again, never ever again.
Hope everything's fine in the end.
Cheer up, Rachel! You'll be fine. Don't ever be sad over that kind of basterd.
lol maybe you wouldnt even see this.
<3
PRAY HARD !!!!
Coughing until I want to die.
Yesterday was a really bad day, it really is. I failed an interview, again. You know my friends, they told me I'm up for it, I am the right person for me. But I still got rejected. They judge people by an interview, not by their capabilities. Oh well, life goes on.
Found out my best friend has a girlf now. I should be happy for him. I shouldn't even feel disappointed. I wish both of you well. Remember not to let this girl down, like how you let hm down :)
Sigh my life sucks.
I remembered the last time I coughed so badly, you was there asking 'sweetie, are you okay?' Nah. Its over now.
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Bad day bad day.
There's are words inside me. I want to express it but I can't.
What am I?
Being replaced sucks badly.
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4th year.
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I hate waitingggggggg.
Went to charlotte and ncw's house yesterday! ^^ pizza hut for lunch and her tv is so awesome. Wanted to order the shirts but kns, the promotion over already ): We headed off to northpoint to buy movie tickets before going ncw's house for steamboat! I lost money again, this cny is damn sway idk why!! Movie was sucky, ruined by this china family. The grandmother stood infront of me while finding her grandson ._. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE MOVIE! Wth.
Back to C's house and we drinkkkkkkkk. Drank a lot sia, but I think me only lol. Anyway, woke up at 8plus and had mac breakfast ^^
Had some lame lunch thingy and now I'm waiting for my parents ._.
HEADACHEEEEEEEE! What a bitch.
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I guess the only stuff I miss is the physical stuff. DON'T JUDGE ME.
kthxbye
Time: 03:00am
I'm lying on my bed, alone in the house. My right leg is killing me. I can't get to sleep with this excruciating pain. Parents are not home yet and I'm enjoying the peace until loneliness sets in once again. Need to get up in 4 to get to meet them on time. This is bad.
However, I had a great time yesterday. Went to celebrate dexter's bday with awesome of 10. Seoul garden, I spammed beef and squid :o It made my throat go worse worse worse~ went to hunt for his present and some left. After a long long time, he bought this cute slipper :o Which was quite nice. His feet size too common already lol. Headed off to bugis and we shopped ^^ bought a dress at $10 heh. Was still comtemplating about that checkered shirt. NEOPRINTS NEXT. Its been almost 3years since I last took neoprints. Awesome, it was fun :) ohyeah, we bought I<3TaiMei milktea too, the diamond pearls are a scam ._.
Home at about 11! Rushed out ITB slides and we are done by 1+ I guess. Oh finally.
OHYEAH, I got my eyes hooked on this pair of sperry. Sigh, its $149 ): still thinking, thinking, thinking. Or maybe toms? But that is also $89.
Just spent 20+ on rings and another 60plus on online shopping. Ohmy, I don't even dare to see my bank balance. Need some control seriously. I got only $3 left for the week.
If you buy for me the shoes, I'll be your whatever for 3days lolol. Serious.
Yeah, Happy Chinese New Year Eve, everyone! Enjoy it while you can :)
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