Marissa Lim, 17.

Happiness

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{Abigail}
{Amanda}
{Benda}
{Beverly}
{Bobby}
{Calista}
{Candies}
{Charlotte}
{ChiaYu}
{Cheuk Kwan}
{Chin Wen}
{Cindy}
{Claudia}
{Denise}
{Dexter}
{Doreen}
{Eileen}
{Emily}
{Fiona}
{Gek Heong}
{Geraldine}
{Gino}
{Guan Ying}
{HockSiong}
{Jaslyn}
{Jerlina}
{Jian Hao}
{Junda}
{Jun Ying}
{Karen}
{Ken}
{Lakshmi}
{Marianne}
{Melissa}
{Miao Ying}
{Mun Teng}
{Nadiah}
{Nicholas}
{Pamela}
{Patricia}
{Ruzana}
{Samantha}
{Sera}
{Seraphina}
{Serene}
{Sock Hiang}
{Starnia}
{Stefanie}
{XueFeng}
{Yi Zhen}
{WeiYuan}
{Winnie}
{Yi Ling}


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WEE~~
was super tired today, I slept at 2 ytd
today's moving monday was cancelled
because of that stupid VP 2
called the whole school to go back to classroom and go hall again so many times
but as the room key is lost, we only went back once=)
then the whole thing drag to about 9.15
less math=)
during art, pon chai don't let us go recess -.-
then he go out of the classroom, then come back and say we are dismissed
MR PON SUCKS LA
after school, went to J8 with charlene and cindy
bought a soft toy called MORINGO
its cute^^
then we went to MINI TOONS
and I saw the tortoise I wanted to buy
AHHH
wanted to take neoprints but charlene don't want
we haven took 1 that have only 3 of us =(
saw sweety's poster at SEMBAWANG
I wanted to tear it out, but scared the people scold so I didn't
went home after that=)

lazy eyes can't see the whiteboard only, is there a need for you two to gossip?
one day, you two will see
with lazy eyes, a person can be as successful



WEE~~
shall talk about yesterday first~
pulled out of the bed by my mum
then go GAN association
its so lame, like my grandfather forced my mum to join
and she have to go so early for the stupid meeting, I have to go with her -.-
but then I also collected my $300
WEE~~~
oh ya, they hired people to prepare a feast for us
took a pic of a guy roasting the PIGS
LOL
then after that, we fetched my two cousins
went to feed monkeys xD
they were damn cute lahs
except for those big ones
keep snatching the food so my uncle threw things at him
and lots of monkeys were making love there -.-
my auntie threw a new year party at her house=)
so I went there to play~
was bored so went down to play basketball with my cousin
when we went back, my small uncle was there and he wants to play
so went down again, we gamble at basketball too xD
1 point $5, 2 points $10 and 3 points $15
and I lost $2 -.-
the adults were already gambling when we returned
so we stole a pack of cards
and gambled also
I WON $18~~
hoho
reached home about at 3am
but cos of the party, I din managed to go bugis to buy the nice nice clothes =(
TODAY-
woke up at 1+
was too tired..
then went to AMK to shop
bought socks and bag there=)
but forgot to go I.P zone buy clothes =x
maybe next week go there again
I LOVE MY BAG LOADS
its same as samantha's
but its not for school=)
ate steamboat today~
nothing much today but later going grandma's house to bai bai
=)


WEE~~
its real nice sitting beside a girl in class than sitting with a guy
especially with syafiq -.-
how nice if we change our sitting positions again =D
but nvm
today's boring day at school
science, kns was speaking rubbish xD
then reading test today
was copying all the way =)
I bet the whole class would get full marks =S
after school, stayed back to do the compo test
the topic was so boring and I managed to write so many words
we gonna have camp during march!
changi have lots of ghostsssss
hahs
my parents gonna leave me at my cousin's house alone again -.-
they going overseas again and they don't wanna bring me
!!!!!
I shall pray now =)
God, please let me buy the kappa bag
LOL
oh ya, winnie's bloody group members needs her to do project tmr
AND SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT WITH ME
HUMPHHHHHHHHHHH

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

WEE~~~
happy CNY everyone~!
today school end at 10am
hoho
then went to bugis with yz,gy and cin
we watched ghost-rider=)
its a scary show =x
but also very romantic, kiss here kiss there xD
then took 2 neoprints
both sucks!
after movie, yz and gy went I.P zone to buy clothes
I like the shoe, jacket and the tees there!
gonna drag my mum there to buy
hoho
anyway, A NEW YEAR A NEW START=)
I shall add one more new year resolution
TO BE INDEPENDENT and not to worry about minor things^^


WEE~~~~
just got home from my grandma's house been walking all day=z
just talk about ytd first=)
-.- I kinda forgot what happened yesterday
oh, I went to my grandma's house to prepare some of the things for the tmr's steamboat
rachel and her parents came for the reunion dinner too
it was sooo BORING there with no scv and no COM
I wondered how I survived there I brought 2 dvds there to watch=)
then everyone watched 父子
its a M18 movie LOL
yes, it was damn disgusting =P
then rachel's mum was like covering rachel's eyes xD
only get to watched half of it yesterday as we must go out to eat the dinner
ate crabs and many other dishes
it was delicious =D
then went home after that
TODAY~
woke up super late today and was rushing all the way to my anutie's house
everyone was waiting for us there then collect hong baos and go to other relatives' house
more hong baos~~
then about 3+, my uncle brought us to my grandma's house again
the car stalled in the middle of the road-.-
then my uncle somehow managed to get the car into the petrol station =x
I seriously don't want my cousin to tag along with us to my grandma's house
AND HE DID !!!!!!
all because of my bloodyyy mother
keep insisting that he must go
spoilt my mood on the first day of the lunar year
then guo quan brought his pet turtle along too=)
my uncle actually gave 2 N91 to 2 of my cousins
NOT FAIR, I ALSO WAN
it's free though, he works in NOKIA
so maybe I could get 1 free too xD
then watched 2nd part of 父子
not so bad, no more sexual thingy le =D
then ate steamboat=)
began takes pictures of all the things xP
then lao yu sheng, I think its kinda lame to lao yu sheng every year
goin grandma's house 2 weeks later its the 15th in the lunar calendar
yay, RICE DUMPLINGS
Guo Quan's trademark smile, if you want his number, please tell me=)
the 2 N91 boxes
the cute pet turtle=)
guo quan and rachel
pet turtle taking a nap=x
my cousins=)
he blocked the camera, so thats what we got =x
Gavriel, Yu Xin and me=)
mandy and xin yi
xin yi=)





Remember...
When you don't offend me, I won't offend you
You touch me once, and I'll make sure you'll not have a happy ending
Trust me in this.. I wouldn't want to hurt you for no reason too


WOOOOO~~
sad and happy day for me =x
but being happy is more than being sad=)
I got 14/25 for my geography =(
If I managed to finish the whole paper
then I should ge MORE than this >.<
nvm, lets don't like this dampen my happy mood then PE -.-
so many people din bring their PE attire then have time-out for 1 and a half period if I'm correct then he suddenly bring out 4 hula-hoops called the 4 persons who din bring PE attire stand inside -.-
we did long jump today
was squatting for so long, until my leg fcuking painful
MR NEO SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS
then 11a.m that time, whole class go hall for the CNY performance then samantha helped me take my bag as I have to take photos
AND when I went 7-11 to buy things, my $10 GONE
I'M SO FCUKING SURE ITS SAMANTHA WHO STOLE IT ( she got a criminal record for stealing people's money from their wallet when she is supposed to look after them)
YOU WILL DIE AN UNTIMELY DEATH ON WED, SAMANTHA!
ok lets stop here today and it shall continue on WED =)
then the CNY performance is so nice~ that guy stayed in the air with only his legs on the pole for at least 5min
and the pole is so LONG, higher than the beatty badge at the top of the stage
then there's a girl who managed to keep almost 10++ hula-hoops turning on her stomach( I don't know if stomach is correct =S)
then I was getting a super nice view of the whole thing sitting in the middle taking photos=)
we were released earlier by half hour today~~
went to MCS!
LOH SO GREAT has already left when we were there=(
why she leave so early everytime we go MCS!
2E3's english teacher appeared on the teacher tree in MCS
later mrs. ng tell us she taught in MCS for half year because MCS was short of teachers then chatted with mrs.ng for a while before we go canteen
CHIJ( toa payoh) students are CRAZY xD
charlotte and tiffany was like * U PIGGG*, their saliva was like landing on my face -.-
then their GAO YIN is damn HIGH de can be deaf after hearing them, the P1s and P2s who were buying their food even covered their ears =x
I learnt a new ( not sure whether its tamil or malay=x) word- maja maja( maybe wrong spelling) shall not tell you all the meaning xP
we went to PE area, how I wished beatty have a PE area just like here
then saw 2 girls holding badminton rackets so we went to asked them if they can lend us play they don't have any shuttlecocks -.-
then we like asking them to ask the teachers for the pass to open the PE store in the end, we raced with them, if they lose to us, they have to go up
THEY ARE SORE LOSERS
lose then say don't want go
got 1 girl very arrogant
she keep swinging her pass, when the pass hits us, she din even APOLOGISE
then she was like act smart she tell us later on that she can bring us to the staffroom
I was like *what the hell la?*
shes only primary 3 this year!
and we graduated from MCS like 1year and 2months ago -.-
we tried to pull down her zip behind but decided not to as we scared she cry and the netball teacher was standing nearby we went to J8 after that! eileen was hungry so went to mos burger to eat=)
borrowed money from amanda again
STUPID SAMANTHA
then charlotte and tiffany went to the toliet
15min passed by and they haven't come back!
think they went out 4th floor=x
we were going to find them then tiffany called
charlotte have serious cramps so tiffany escort her home xD
amanda, eileen and me went to take neoprints! after that, I went home~~
FUN FUN day today!
LOH SO GREAT I MISS YOU=(
oh ya, charlotte is lending me the 花样少年少女 the next time we met
THANKS BAOBAO=)
one step by one step
I wished to let go..
If I was not so coward
I think I won't be so miserable now..


WEE~~
I finished my sharpenerrrrrrrr!
hoho
I was the last to finish as I added lots of colours=x
maybe because I'm addicted to the rainbow ice blended =D
today's Total Defence Day=)
if you don't know, this is the day when Singapore surrendered to the Japanese
not sure if it's correct=x
got 2 person fainted while standing at the sides
they are from UG, and one of them is ram!
hahs
so weak, how to join uniform group -.-
then today's porridge day too >.<
I ate sweet potato porridge since the ikan bilis porridge were sold out
but some of it was hard=S

I wanna let go..
I'm tired of this
everyday living like this makes my whole secondary life HELL
how I wished that I knew the way to quit..






WEE~~
just came back home=)
today we acted in DnT
it was screwed>.<
we did twice and we still screwed it up
then next lesson is SCIENCE
samantha and I was like writing on the post-up kind of paper the whole 2 periods =P
it was nice sitting with a girl
lets get Syafiq to move xD
and we did zuo wen in chinese today =x
I wrote something that is so exxagerating =S
THEN during english ( MS NEO SUCKS!)
starnia and elgin were spraying water at each other
starnia used my bottle and I didn't know
then ms neo go confiscate both bottles!
still called me stay back to explain
I DIN EVEN KNOW STARNIA USED MY BOTTLE
SHYTING MS NEO
UNREASONABLE
got DnT course today again^^
I was stuck at the handle =x
then kah wao( I'm not sure whether the name is correct -.-) helped me
THANKS
durng break time, charlene and me went down canteen to buy 5 pocky
LOL 5!
2 for charlene and me, 1 for JY
then chloe, starnia and sam kope, kope and kope
LOL all finished except for charlene's
THATS NOT FAIR >.<
then went home after the course

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO EVERYONE!
HOPE ALL WOULD ENJOY THE TIME THEY SPENT WITH THEIR LOVED ONES TODAY=)


wee~
just came home
I waited at the library for more than 1hr for my mum
BOOOOO
there's a cute little boy who keep staring at me
LOL
he's about 4 year old, so dont misunderstood =D
today got DnT course
it was fun!
we are going to finish our sharpener tmr ^^
bought the e-dictionary
and I lost my earphone again -.-
keep on losing things these few days >.<
and TMR is VALENTINE DAY
hoho
good luck to all the couples ( you know what I mean xD)
I MISS MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS, especially winnie
even though i met her like 3 days ago
hahs..dont care!
we are going through the same things in school these few days!
SHYT THOSE PEOPLE WHO TOOK US FOR GRANTED
and they won't change even after so many months
even if you really treat them nicely
WINNIE JIA YOU=)


AHH
people!
I got 32.5/50 for my chinese test=(
is so fcuking low sia
gonna get nag by my father and teased by my mum >.<
the test is difficult
lots of people failed=x
and I failed my comprehension
RECORD
8/20
who cares?
its just a bloody test which is included in the CA1
!!!
today got INFO COMM
miaoying became spy again =D
then we were taught to connect the computers,laptop and the visualisers to the screen
FUN FUN
but I wanna learn how to operate the control room
that would be fun!
hoho


AHHHHHH
I LOST MY EZ-LINK CARD
I dropped it on the bus, I think
and I shall curse the person who picked it out and don't report to the interchange
YOU SHALL BE HIT BY A CAR WHEN U CROSS THE ROAD
CHOKE ON EVERYTHING YOU EAT
YOUR GF/BF/HUSBAND/WIFE WILL BREAK UP WITH OR DIVORCE YOU
YOU GONNA DIE DIE DIE
WAHAHA
today went to orchard with my mum=)
we ate haagen dazes, the spelling might be wrong =x
then went to buy lots and lots of clothes =)
I saw a jacket which I LOVE very much
bloody her don't wanna buy for me
then we walked to PS
wanted to eat there
but she saw a place which her friends recommended her to eat
then went there to eat pizza
it was nice^^
then went home and lost my fcuking card on the bus >.<
but at least there's a good thing which happened today=)
everything is settled, I hope ba
hoho
by right, I should be dead
as georgia say one can live without water for 3 days
its the 4th day today
I'M DEAD~~~
-.-


Hi peeps
went out with winnie and chicky today =)
but it only made my mood go better for a few hours >.<
we went to food junction t eat
ate fish bee hoon with winnie=P
then took neoprints^^
chicky's shirt became so stylo in the neoprints xD
shall post the pictures after winnie send me
then rush to the cinema, we were late =x
I bought the Norbit combo and that fat fat woman on the popcorn box nearly spoil my appetite
LOL
my warning to those who haven't watch MISS POTTER
better don't watch it, I nearly fell asleep
but her drawing are nice^^
then winnie and I bought 2 phone straps from action city
it got our blood type on it =)
then J8 got the luo zhi xiang's showcase today
then the fans are all crazy
queue until outside the first floor
and the 2nd foor is like flooded -.-
queuing for a few hours and see him like less than a min
thats so lame xD
then went home after that
this morning when I watched Sonria Pasta
the nicholas teo was singing the 北极星的眼泪
I remembered that thing again
and I cried..then the actors all cried too =x

I feel that my heart is bleeding now
it has a weird feeling these few days >.<
its worse than that time when I sth sth with someone -.-


hi people
not really in a good mood today after hearing some really sad things
got geography test today=x
I knew how to do all the questions
BUT THERE IS NOT ENOUGH TIME
all because of that fcuking graph
I got back my math test today!
FULL MARKS
hoho=)
then today all went crazy, used markers to draw on our hands
shall post the pics later
then after school, went Charlene's house again
then played basketball again
we went to find bubble tea
then walked the whole place and not even a bubble tea shop
then went mac to eat
then heard somethings which make me wanna cry
when we go back to the court
the whole court was empty
and 2 guys came
they came to our half-court
SHYT THEM LA
can't they use the other half-court?
then rush home to take things to my grandma's house
din get to see my CUTE CUTE cousins
they haven't reach home =(
I heard from someone that you are still angry at me, ONLY me
I was so devasted when I heard this
LET ME TELL YOU ONE MORE TIME, I DIN GET ANGRY AT YOU AT ALL THIS YEAR
maybe just not used to hear that sentence coming out from you
I admit that I can survive w/o you but these 2 days are two fcuking hell days
8months being in a group, I won't be used to this
YOU ARE MY WATER AND CHARLENE'S CARBON DIOXIDE
8months, I will get used to it, I hope
I still wanna be friends if possible
anyway, 只要你開心就好



my nickname -.-

writen by CHARLENE

MIAOYING's hand

MIAOYING's hand with CHARLENE inside =x


GUANYING's HAND!



this will be my 2nd post for the day..
I think someone misunderstood what I said in 2 of my posts
I never dislike you before.
I would write that because of that 1 sentence you said twice to me that day
*guan ni she me shi* which I took as *none of your business*
I was just asking and you gave me this answer
this makes me think that you changed
I'm clarifying that I never dislike you before
you been ordering food for us for the past 8months
you should have said in the beginning, not now
anyway, what you said in your blog and msn are very hurting
I been crying while I type out this post
anyway, its too late already
there's only a chance in life
but I still hope we can still be friends, talking friends I mean
talking nosense
I feel like meeting Winnie suddently
maybe its her who I can tell my secret..


hey people
I'm not in a very good mood =x
when I walking back home, just feel kinda of sad >.<
wanted to cry but I succeeded in holding back, no more crying for school things anymore xD
today's another boring day at school
WHY CAN'T IT INTERESTING FOR ONE DAY?
my english teacher ms neo sucks
just speak so soft, can't even get the class to get quiet=D
and everyday call us do summary
then last period PC
wee~~ went to music room and watch STEP UP
I watched it last year with winnie, charlotte and chin wen I think
the starting is so damn boring
should have forward it to the end
SO ROMANTIC
LOL
even chinwen agree with me =P
then went home after that
I actually felt relaxed today
even though I was not supposed to =x

all I want to say is
you are a changed person
yesterday you were still ok
but today..
we two are actually saddened about what you did today =x
but as I said to charlene
you are not my oxygen or water -.-
we don't need you to survive
so good luck to you =)





I'M SUPER TIRED TODAY
jus came back home from charlene's house
I hate that fcuking lu-lim
my socks was above the ankle la
then call me pull the whole sock up which is like cover half of my leg -.-
the student handbook din even say we can't fold our school socks >.<
don't care her, wen to fold it down during DnT again =P
we rehearse our DnT project today=)
I'm acting as the mother >.<
then Mr. Ahmad was filming us acting =x
I finished polishing my circle for the candle-holder today =D
I got back my science test
17.5/25
wee~~ the magic of last minute study xD
then the lu-lim tell us that her daughter missed the math exam for CA1 as she's sick
then lu-lim never bring her to doctor, she was sick too -.-
then her daughter got 0 for CA1 ^^
I FEEL SORRY for the daughter, lu-lim bao ying fell on her
LOL
then CHINESE TEST
I'm so gonna fail it
its like so chim, not suitable for Sec 2
the question was like " what's your knowledge about LOVE?"
but the problem is * WHO CARE ABOUT LOVE IN SEC 2?!*
so just anyhow write, sure fail de >.<
after school, Charlene pei me go my house take the pump and gameboy =x
then went to her house, julene and her don't know how to get out of that cave too =(
then Charlene played the PS3, I was taking the magazines from under the table and read them =)
I SAW SWEETY'S INTERVIEW IN IT WEE~~
then Julene came back, I went to feed the moomoo?
it's a rabbit for your info
then I was so scared that it will jump out from the cage
IN THE END, IT DID
then I was so scared, I ran away
dropping its food all over the floor =x
after that, we went AMK to play BB
the court was occupied by 2 guys, 1 from china de
then we was like scolding that china guy and imitating their cheena language ^^
then julene invented a nickname for the idiot ASSAWIN
IT IS CHICKEN WING
he run like chicken anyway xD
then at last the cheena guy go
then we shared the court with the calista-lookalike
then we have the whole court to ourselves
played until 6.45
tehn went back to charlene to wash my hands
then I went home

everytime I talk to you
I would feel very pek-chek
I don't know why
but your actions today made me dislike you more and more


HeyHeyHey people xD
just woke up from my afternoon nap
hoho
I should do this everyday ^^
today another boring day at school
I got mood swings today >.<
just felt so moody, I can't help it
got 2 free periods today =)
during english, we went to the library
I borrowed 4 books
SO I'M A GUAI KIA
hoho
then assembly was so nice
that guy who sabo me last year came to perform again
the topic was about LOVE =x
have to admit that the show was fantastic
then everyone was shouting sex,sex,sex
LOL
then next was 2E1 performance about CREATIVITY
they did a video with Mr. Singh inside
hahs
it's funny
next week will be our turn le!

I'm starting to dislike you
my other part of my brain tells me don't to talk to you just now
your 1 sentence caused me do this



YO PEEPS
MARISSA IN THE HOUSE
LOL
ok I was damn high just now xD
went to eat Pizza Hut with charlotte, cindy and miaoying
I ate pasta!
same as miaoying's
hoho
then cin dy ate spagetti
ordered 4 drumlets only
was so disappointed >.<
we always ordered 16 =D
stupid NGCHINWEN never do her art then kena detention -.-
from my mermory, she's always the one who hands in her work every week in PS
then she can't come T.T
after eating, charlotte went back home ( her mp3 is so fcuking COOL)
we went back to school again =P
then played quite a number of BALLS( don't be dirty-minded xD) with 2 of them and miaoying's brother
her brother was using the apple tea bottle and his head to hit the ball
THAT BALL WAS SUPER DUPER HARD
then miaoying say he looked like a dolphin xD
OH YA
I got 13/15 for my lit pop quiz
wee~~
I'm happy with the results already
last minute study xP
then MS TAN got PMS
first come into class then call frerry to act as a pole and then ask erza to dance pole-dance
sure is MS HOE go gossip about us to the teachers -.-
then she just scold us for the 2 whole periods
and HER VOICE CAN MAKE YOU DEAF
it's ok
I was laughing in my heart when she is scolding
hoho


hey =)
I'm so dead and depressed today..
BOOOOOOOOO
today got science test =x
and I ddin't really studied for it
AND I LEFT 4 QUESTIONS BLANK
that is like 6 marks?!
I'm so gonna fail
hahs its fine with me though =D
chinese lesson that time
new chapter about dumplings
made me wanna eat dumplings now -.-
anyway I already tell my mum to by 1 for me
hoho
heed my advice people
don't be in a 3-persons group
you would drop to your lowest point of your entire life
( ok that would be too exaggerating)
it was a few days agao, she told me she felt left-out
and today I felt left out
actually its nothing but like zhong lao shi said during lesson
I have no confidence in myself at all
I always have the feeling that people will gossip about me >.<
there is this particular girl in my class who says that I'm fat( I'M NOT IN TAF FOR YOUR INFO)
she just keep saying even though I called her to stop
this has make me very uncomfortable
and seriously I can't really take critics
or if you look at me in a weird way
I would feel that is something wrong with my appearance or whatsoever
it would make me sad for the entire day =x
anyway I learning how to put down all my troubles and try to make myself happier =P