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Week 4 of school, 3 more weeks to go ! Hope to persevere through it. Kinda screwed up my mindworks test ): He asked the others to keep checking but never ask me to ! urgh, one mark gone and my mind basically went blank lol. Ah its over anyway.

Work ytd was hectic and scary. Didnt know how to prepare the yusheng, lucky they are vip so furong used the mic to say the words. So rush, didnt managed to keep up but those china guys self service lol. They are nice people hoho (: Served the vips, all so many demands. They drank so much , like seriously alot. All cheapo one luh, see people treat then purposely order those expensive drinks and food. Spilled red wine AGAIN, me and red wine = enemies -.- Off from work around 11. On the way home, saw 2 chefs then they treated us beer ;o Drank a little and went home with xf. Reached home at 12 :X Bathed and slept!

CNY DINNER AND GUITAR SESSION TMR (:

“ Isn’t it funny how you can think you’re completely over someone but if you drive past his house, stumble upon a meaningful song you both shared, or even get a glance of him on the street….just in an instant, it can change all that. And you start to remember the pain. And that hollow space is feeling more and more like the Grand Canyon with every second that goes by. But you bury these feelings deep down, so deep that you’re sure no one will be able to tell. To the outside world, you smile and act like nothing is wrong or will ever be. Everything’s just perfect. For that split second that you’ve locked eyes, a tiny whisper, say ‘make this last forever, only and just this moment forever and ever’. But after a second or so, you go along your own merry way, all the while home realizing how much you do miss him, how much you still love him…and it sticks with you for days, weeks, maybe months, until fate decides to hand you another one of those unexpected moments. And then you finally understand the worst feeling in the world is when the person you love most is standing right next to you, yet you can never have them. Try as you may, you can’t make someone love you.

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today went to sembawang beach park for sandcastle building! Was kinda sian, my class was the most sian one HAHAHA thats ba people for you :X But we were enthu at first, we was the only class who tied the bandana to our head ^^ It was so awesome, I like (: The building part was kinda alright, wasnt so good at first but it worked out in the end. However, bloody rain came and we all ran with all our might to shelter lol! 2 class were there talking and shouting headcounts while two strangers were sitting at the busstop , surrounded by us :X They must have feel awkward. kekeke

Afterwards, is the mostmost sian stuff. We have to come up with cheer then discussion of what we did and stuff. I like the circle game though, it was hilarious. Jiewei's hand super warm, I like ! The room was super super cold with 2 fans and 1 aircon blowing at me :X Bus sent us to MRT and I went market to find parents and eat dinner. Train ride was funny, my class is awesome (Y)

it seems that I never get the person I want

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here to blog again ! Today is the first ever awesome meeting ! (: Not many people but still it was alright heh, Met up with SH and JH first to shopshop. Bought a super cheap sandals and he bought a shirt. Super nice but why so ex :X Laughed alot, hahaha sh's jokes are super funny. Walked till 3+ then we went down to amk. HAHA we are late and melstone not happy tsktsk. Ate at foodcourt and we went to watch movie ! Movie was okay, I guess? :X I did fell asleep at some parts and it was such a confusing story. No one understand it lol! I went to wiki it and now I finally understand ! HEHEHE

They went to have dinner while I went off to meet my parents. Its my daddy's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY (: Bought my shoes whooo, finally. Now only left my cny shoes though. Went to a western restaurant at novena , good food. I like (: Went home after that.

School starts tmr again, how I wish I have another 3 months holiday just like the others. I HAVEN EVEN START ON MY BCOMM PRESENTATION FMLFMLFML

Back to blogging again (:

First Bcomm presentation today, I think I screwed it up. Sigh, presentation and me dont match ): Nevermind luh, just let it go lo. Got to work hard for the individual one which is like so kns, why so hard?! Still deciding what occupation I want. Why so much work? its only week 2. I think my life now only consists of FML and SIGH. HAHAHA \

Chalet was damn cool ! Although saw someone who I dont really wanna see there, I still quite enjoyed myself (: Swimming was like super cool. The security guard kept coming over to warn us about our noise level hehehe. Swam for many hours then we all went back to bathe. Slept for a measly 2 hours then we went for mac breakfast ! School next, fell asleep during cats. Lucky we went out for games kekeke. Phew

I dont mind you being there but if you already said you not going, why the hell are you there? No offense but I think you are just attracting attention. Attention seeker is what you really wanna be is it? You just want to be the centre of attraction. It can be seen from your actions. It was the presence of you that caused me to feel sad at the chalet. It made me reflect and think about those things that we could have been but its all over now. You are with her now, your only true love I guess. All along we were just subsitutes for her. We were just toys that you used to pass time while waiting for her. Dont tell me I am wrong, I saw it through. You may wanna argue but that is the cruel truth.

Typed too much, I know I shouldnt have typed all those stuff out but I must really let it out. I am really sad that I have lost you, as a friend. We were very good friends but now it all leads to nothing. We are strangers now and yes I am affected by it. I just hope maybe we can get back to normal friends again. Sigh

This is such an emo post ):

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Hello readers who are now stalking my blog HAHA namely the FAKEGOODBOY! lol! Went to school for one hour today , tsktsk. Transport already takes up 2 hours. Reached there quite early with FGB. Lucky I was changed to the BA group, have fun with them and wesley in the dark (: It was really cool, one of a kind experience. W like very poor thing though, lucly he got out of it and lead a better life (:

Trained together with YY and FGB to city hall. I went to town to find winnie and ck then charlotte. Shopped around and I bought clothes (: Lunch was great, I like ! Walked around , kinda tired :X Had dinner at ljs and off we went home.

So many projects, all wanna bury me :X Dying soon HAHAHA Really hope to do well for all these 3 modules. Dont wanna screw up my gpa T.T CHIONG AND BE THICK SKINNED. I am gonna be outspoken now :X:X:X TRY

I wish you two luck. Just dont understand why she always gets whoever she wants. Sigh maybe this is life. Its really time for me to move on. Maybe I should have done that back in nov, when you told me to do so. When I heard that you have two more crushes, it just kinda angers me? All this while you was giving me hope. Sigh Just hope you get out of my life or something luh.

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First day of school wasnt so bad. Yoga my fav ^^ NAP met up for lunch at the alunmi. Was late for school , traffic jam. Now tmr have to wake up even earlier :X Like nothing to blog these few days. Blog soon if there is interesting stuff okay? ^^