Everywhere I Go - Katharine McPhee

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly, silly me

I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving into promises
I never should have gone for
I should have never longed for you no matter how hard it gets

And I want this to be over
I so want this to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

[CHORUS:]
'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore

If you had only told me how you really felt
I could've put my feelings into someone else
But I was busy thinking that was where I was supposed to be
Silly, silly me

But there was something about you that I couldn't resist
Can't put my finger on it but whatever it is
I never should have stood for (stood for)
Knowing you're no good for me
That's the way it is

And I want it to be over
I so want it to be through
In the end somehow it always comes back to you

[CHORUS:]
'Cause everywhere I go ('Cause everywhere I go)
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
I want you out of my head
So it annoys me
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore

I tell myself
Get over you
It's so the right
Right thing to do
And just when I
Thought I was done
You pulled me in
For another run

I can't take this
I won't take this
I can't do this
I won't do it

Even if I know in the end somehow
It always comes back to you

[CHORUS:]
'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore

[CHORUS:]
(Everywhere)
'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore

[CHORUS:]
(Everywhere)
'Cause everywhere I go
No matter what I do, boy
I just can't get you out of my head
So it annoys me (Oh, it annoys me)
He wasn't man enough
To come and tell me (to come and tell me)
That I was never the one
Like you said I was
You could have told someone
You knew that you didn't love
Me anymore

HEY

Family day today hoho. Went clarke quay and orchard ion. Bought lots of jap food at both places. Ramen for dinner at ion ^^ We watched 2012 today, the crowd damn enthu. Keep clapping during the movie. Great movie I would say (: They are going overseas tmr, again without me. Tsktsk work gonna start soon!! Money come money come ~~

Charlotte gonna ask leon to come with us to hk. So long didnt see him already, like 4 years?! HAHA so long already lo, he funny hacker lol. Hope he can go cause maybe cant chhange the ticket or something. Pray hard (:

2012 taught me some things. If we all gonna die so soon, would you go do something that you previously dont dare to do? I kept thinking about it in the cinema. Would I have the courage to say those words to you ? I hoped you will say those words to me first but I guess thats impossible already. You seems to move on already. I seems to be so fickle minded, hate it sia -.-
I kept hoping that things would go back to that day, the day when you told me.

its 1:51 am right now and I am sosososo bored. Nothing to do online, guess I'm going to sleep soon. Went to tke passport size photo today, the old man totally !!! I did what he said and he complained to my dad all kind of bullshyt. ZZZ Went to grandmother's , ate home cooked meal, so long never eat already ^^ Went home and waited for xf.

Went out around 8? Met xf and simyi at bus stop and we went to bowl with the guys. Kinda boring cause most of them didnt want to continue the fun. Decided to hang around tp. Seriously very sian, ended up played arcade and we went home. Wanted to play badminton but the lights off, I dont know also.

Holidays damn boring. Humans are funny in a way. When its school, we want holidays to come quickly. Now its months of holidays, we want school back. Sigh, irony indeed. I wanna work and hope it doesnt clash with my studies :X Really wanna earn money!! Been spending non stop zzz, spent around $200 in a week -.- all my money flyyyyyyy

Guess its the end, lets just be good friends? All the mixed signals are making me crazy. I no longer want to guess, no longer want to struggle. I WANT TO BE HAPPY AND FREE! I guess you cant give me all that, can you?

FOUND A JOB (:

Like finally, but my dad like not happy with it. Maybe cause I gonna start school real soon. Think I gonna work part time during that period and work full time again for my 5 weeks holidays. Really excited to work, especially with friends (: Finally everything's settled. Going shopping on sunday with clumclum before work, yay. Have my eyes on something, gonna get it ! Bought a pair of shoes for work, but seems to be a pity cause I gonna quit after a day. lol nvm, experience (:

I think I fell again. Silly, I know. The feeling gone and came back so quickly. I dont know how to react but I know its not a good timing right now. Its all weird now and we dont sms like we used to before. I dont know what happened, would like to know your answer?

HELLO

just came back from clique chalet. Quite fun but the last night was kinda ruined by our sleep :X We watched paranormal activity in the chalet, freaked out :X I kept thinking about the scenes inside even when I came home. Damn scary luh, its a simple show but it just freaks people out. Will be finding for that particular scene then all of us watch it together. Too scared to watch it alone. Glad to know that both of them never really die. We gonna have a picnic soon ! YAY! I spent a lot of money on this chalet :X heart pain leh, all my money fly when I haven earned any yet. Please call me please call me, every job I have applied lol.

Came to know of some stuff and I think I'm finally over it. It amazes me how fast I got over it this time. I dont know why are you behaving like this suddenly and you dont even want to tell me even when I already asked you. Its quite childish anyway. Are you going to let our friendship go down the drain like this? If thats what you want then I have nothing to say. Nice knowing you too.

NG CHIN WEN, PLEASE RECOVER FAST FAST OKAY. STILL HOPE TO GO WITH YOU TO HK ! PLEASE GET WELL ASAP !

FUCKED UP
I cannot stand it much longer, broke down
I dont even know why I'm behaving like this
Insecurities killed me
Maybe they are right, its just not suitable
Let me be free, although it will be hard
Goodbye, my love
Tills someday you make me happy again

frustrated jealous sad disappointed
what can I do? what can I say?
Maybe you're having second thoughts
I thought people say when you fall in love, you should be happy?
All these days, its either very happy or very sad
I dont know, maybe I'm giving up.
Maybe you are another him, idk

I still do, I still like you

HEYHEYHEY

today's a happy day, END OF O LEVELS :D Realised that I have been blogging everyday, blogging passion is back. ^^ The paper was kinda hard, much much harder than prelim I guess. Nvm, whats over is over, look forward to the future. We shall enjoy enjoy work work play play now :D HERE I COME, 6 MONTHS HOLIDAY :D

By the way, I created a tumblr, pretty cool to reblog stuff. Its all my feelings there. Go take a look, www.alienband.tumblr.com :D

why you so weirdddddddddd but I still like you